S2E8: 25 Transcript

Welcome to The Heart Pyre. This is episode 25, Take notice.


               [SFX faint, rhythmic mechanical whirring in the background, small library crowd in background]

Rena stared at the man in front of her in confusion, a wide grin splitting his patchy, brown beard in two. He still had a hold of her hand but the spot where their skin met was becoming hot and sweaty, making Rena wish he would finally let go.

How did he know her name? And why was he excited to see her? He’d introduced himself as Deacon, so was this the person who was looking for Logan? Had he followed them? But how could he have known where they were going? And if he had found them so easily, wouldn’t the Crow do the same? Or had this encounter simply been a coincidence?

Her eyes darted back to Jesper, his one uncovered brow in a deep frown as he stared at her as if she was an apparition. She couldn’t truly believe that he was standing in front of her either. She’d seen his house in ruins, had seen how the fire had eaten away at it, and somehow, he had survived. Clearly, not without injury, he didn’t appear to be as lucky as Rena, but he was alive! Breathing and conscious! Someone who had survived the same tragedy as her was standing right in front of her!

Her heart swelled with hope and happiness and confusion and dread. There was so much she wanted to ask him. So much they needed to talk about. A million words almost spilled out of her, but then her eyes darted back to Deacon and his eager stare.

RENA (confused, apprehensive): Ehm, I-I don’t know who you’re referring to.

DEACON (with humour): Right, right, how could you know who my acquaintances are? I’m talking about a fella named Logan. He might have introduced himself to you by another name though, you never know with his sort. Tall fella, with wavy hair, gets along with everyone. I’m sure you know who I mean.

RENA (hesitant): Eh… I…

She didn’t know what to do, whether she could trust Deacon or not. It was unlikely that he was working for the Crow, at least she hoped, and if Logan, Kalani and Asha knew him he wasn’t a complete stranger, but there was something in his stare that didn’t sit well with her. Maybe he just wanted to discuss a misunderstanding he’s had with Logan but what if it was more serious? What if he wanted to blackmail Logan or hurt him or worse? She couldn’t lead him to Logan without knowing that, right?

DEACON: Listen, missy, there’s no point pretending you don’t know who I’m talking about. I know that you’re travelling with him. There are enough little mice in Velashta who saw you together. And all the little mice like talking to me.

JESPER: Don’t pressure her like this. She’s just overwhelmed. Give her some time to adjust.

DEACON: Alright, alright, alright.

Deacon finally let go of her, raising his hands in surrender. Rena clasped her hands in front of her, discretely wiping the hand Deacon had been holding on to on her dress. She shifted, her gaze wandering to the ground and back up, trying to play the part so he’d give her more time to think.

Deacon was probably right, there was no point in denying she knew Logan, but that didn’t mean she had to tell him where he was. She opened her mouth to speak but no words came out. Her heart hammered faster and faster in her chest. She was fully aware that not answering him at all was the same as confirming his suspicion, but she had never been great at lying.

A lump formed in her throat as her eyes started to prickle but she swallowed it. She didn’t want to start crying, not in front of these three people with their sharp gazes fixed on her. There was no reason to cry anyway, it was just all too much at once. She had faced worse than Deacon and his smarmy smile in the last few days, there was no reason to be scared of him.

RENA (uncertain but trying to be resolute): I-I don’t currently know where Logan is, but if I see him again, I’ll make sure to tell him you’re looking for him. I’m not sure when that will be, though. We’re not currently travelling together, so I can’t make you any promises. But I’m sure he’s already aware that you’re looking for him. He’ll probably come to you once he’s less busy.

DEACON: No, no, no. I need to talk to him now. You see, it’s about an important matter, so it would be best for all of us if you thought really hard in that pretty little head of yours about where you saw him last.

ALDARA (warm, calming voice): Now, now, Deacon, that’s no way of talking to a young lady. But maybe we could find a nice, warm tavern where we could all get acquainted properly. Loitering in the entrance hall of a busy library isn’t very conducive to a thoughtful conversation, wouldn’t you agree?

Rena looked over at the last person in their circle. She was a short, middle-aged woman, the dark blue uniform of the Historical Academy tight against her arms and chest. Her skin was a dark olive shade and dark brown hair reached her shoulders in thick coils, held back on her head with a headband that matched her uniform. Her smile was warm, but Rena didn’t fully trust it. Was it something about the woman herself, or did the whole situation make Rena too uneasy, she couldn’t tell anymore.

ALDARA: Maybe we can find a solution to Deacon’s problem over a warm cup of Elderflower tea. And I’m sure you have plenty to discuss with Jesper. It must be such a relief to see him again.

RENA (hesitant): Yes.

Rena couldn’t simply let Jesper vanish from her life again, not without knowing where she could find him again, but was following Deacon and a representative from the Historical Academy to a different location truly a good idea? All she had heard about the academy over the last week had been how little they should be trusted, and even if Rena didn’t truly understand what their job was, she was inclined to believe her new companions.

If she could find out where Jesper was staying, she could inform Kalani and the others about her encounter, and then come back to Jesper later. Maybe she could get him away from Deacon and the representative. Maybe he could even join Rena on her travels. But she would need to find the time to talk to him, preferably without the other two’s involvement.

Rena looked back towards the moving boxes, staring at them for a moment. Would she need to notify Rodrick of where she was going? It would certainly be the safer decision, but if Rena was actually in trouble, she didn’t want to drag him into the situation. Not right after he’d just been freed.

No, she would need to overcome this on her own. Find out more about Jesper’s situation then escape and find Kalani or Logan or anyone else who might know what to do next.

ALDARA: Are you waiting for someone?

RENA (hesitant): No, no. We can go.

She turned back to the representative and smiled at her, then extended the smile towards Jesper.

ALDARA: Wonderful, and I think I know just the place where we could have a delightful chat. We will just have to walk for a little bit, but it’s such a lovely day outside, I’m sure it will do us all some good to enjoy this splendid weather.

The woman passed Rena to head towards the library’s entrance and gestured for the rest to follow her.

               [SFX library noises fade into background, fade in of outside city crowd, faint ocean and seagull sounds in background, footsteps]

ALDARA: It truly is a wonderful coincidence that we ran into you, Rena. It’s such a shame that the Historical Academy hasn’t had an opportunity to talk to you yet. What happened to Oceansthrow is such a tragedy. My deepest condolences to you. It’s such an unimaginable loss. I won’t ever be able to truly grasp what you and Jesper must be going through. And all of it because of some mindless accident. But that’s just the fortune life hands us sometimes. It doesn’t always play out the way we imagined it would.

RENA (forced): Thank you.

The knot in Rena’s stomach tightened further, threatening to overturn her stomach. Hearing this woman talk so confidently about the fire being an accident felt like she’d been stabbed. Of course she’d think like that. Rena had been warned often enough that that was the story the Historical Academy was going with but it was something completely different to come face to face with it.

ALDARA: You know, we’re trying to get Jesper back on his feet. That’s the least the kingdom can do after such a horrible event. We could do the same for you. It would ease my mind if you’d accept our help.

               [small pause]

RENA (nervous): Thank you. I-I’ll think about it. I do have an aunt in Lomen who I can stay with.

JESPER: Your mother’s sister, right? Wasn’t she much older than your mother? And sick?

RENA: Yes, but I wouldn’t be a burden! I’m old enough to find work, I’m sure my aunt wouldn’t mind me staying with her for a bit.

ALDARA (earnest): But shouldn’t such a bright, young girl like you have the opportunity to finish her education? And potentially enter an academy to learn even more? We could help you achieve those dreams, Rena. There’s no need for you to inconvenience your poor aunt. The kingdom takes care of its citizens. You don’t have to deal with this tragedy on your own.

A bitter taste formed at the back of Rena’s throat. She would have loved to finish her education. She’d liked going to school, even if she’d known from a young age that she would inherit her family’s mill and bakery. But there was so much she could learn in school that would have helped her keep the business afloat, things her parents hadn’t known. School had taught her to be rigorous and thorough and organized, qualities she had to admit with a heavy heart her parents had lacked.

But now that everything was gone, that the bakery lay in ruins and her family had been ripped from her, was there truly a reason to continue her education? If she accepted the Historical Academy’s offer, the truth would never be uncovered. There was no chance that they’d even listen to her wild claims about the Crow. And she would never get Maya back. No, as compelling as it sounded to have someone take care of her and her future, uncovering the truth was more important.

But she could at least pretend for a little while.

RENA (forced): Thank you. That is very kind of you. I have always dreamed of going to the citadel in Mak-Hemma but with my family’s meager earnings, we’ve never had the opportunity to travel so far.

ALDARA: I’m sure that can be arranged, my dear. There are a few highly regarded academies in Mak-Hemma. Maybe you’d be interested in becoming a tinkerer? They’re a highly-valued profession at the moment. Or maybe you like numbers better and would like being a bookkeeper. You can never go wrong with becoming a bookkeeper.

RENA: Yes, that sounds lovely. I was already in charge of the numbers for my family’s bakery, I’m sure bookkeeping would suit me very well.

ALDARA (dialogue fades into background): Brilliant! Deacon, as soon as we’re back in our rooms, remind me to write a letter to Aminah Burhan to inform her of this new development.

DEACON: I’m neither your servant nor your notebook.

ALDARA: And then we’ll have to contact one of the schools in Dam-Vala. I’m sure at least one of them will be more than delighted to help our new friend out.

As the representative continued listing her ideas to a more than disinterested Deacon, Rena noticed that Jesper had fallen behind. At first, she was afraid that walking might cause him pain and adapted her pace so she could hold his arm, but then he leaned in closer to whisper to her.

JESPER (murmur): How have you been Rena? Are you hurt?

RENA (hushed voice): No, I’m fine. I’m not hurt. But what about you? What happened to your face? Is it bad?

JESPER: It’s… not good. But it will heal. Eventually. At least the skin, it’s… ehm… difficult to tell if my eye will heal. But that’s why we came here. Apparently, Aldara knows a very competent healer in this city. With the correct ointment, I might be able to regain some of my sight.

RENA (slightly hysterical, still in hushed voice): I’m so sorry I didn’t come to your help! The town was already in ruins when I arrived and I tried to enter your house but it seemed so dangerous to step in a-and I didn’t know if I could help. I couldn’t even move when I first saw the fire, I know I should have! I feel so horrible that I couldn’t help anyone. I should have tried harder. Maybe your face wouldn’t be hurt so bad if I’d managed to just get up, maybe your eye-

JESPER: Rena. Rena. Calm down. You wouldn’t have been able to help me anyway. I was trapped in the basement with half a house on top of me. You wouldn’t have been able to lift the beams on your own.

RENA: I know, but I didn’t even try. I should have called for you louder. Maybe you would have heard me and I could have gotten you help sooner. I thought that I was the only one who had survived. It sounds silly now. Why did I think I was the only one? I should have searched more. What if someone else was trapped like you? What if they could have survived if someone had gotten to them fast enough? I should have insisted that more people from Halvint went to Oceansthrow right away. That they not wait until the next morning to search the ruins. Maybe they could have helped more people.

JESPER: Rena, stop. [pause] It doesn’t help us to think like that. What has happened has happened. You blaming yourself isn’t going to bring them back either. I understand that you think like this. I can’t help it either. That if things had been slightly different, that if I hadn’t gone to the basement at that moment, I might have been able to help somehow. But we can’t rectify the past, Rena. Luck had abandoned us on that day and there is nothing we could have done to change it. And even if you’d called out louder for me, I wouldn’t have heard you. The world turned dark after the house collapsed. I only woke up much later. And what could the people from Halvint have done? They can’t enter any buildings while they’re still on fire and by the time it had settled night had probably fallen.

RENA (small, defeated voice): [sigh] I know. You’re right. I just can’t help myself. I keep thinking that maybe if I had done things differently, more people would have survived, but, realistically, I know that I wouldn’t have been able to lift any of the beams. I tried and it barely moved at all. But, with each day that passes, that memory fades and instead I keep imagining scenarios where it could have worked after all. And then I blame myself for not trying them.  

JESPER: You really shouldn’t, Rena. There is nothing any of us could have done differently that would have helped. But, what happened to you? You seem to be unhurt.

RENA (pained): I’m sorry. I-I wasn’t in town when the fire happened. I was out gathering herbs for my mother and when I came back, the town was already in flames, and I-I tried to help people, I swear, but my body didn’t want to move, and once I did finally manage to move the flames had already eaten away at most of the town.  

JESPER: Good. That’s good to hear. I’m glad you weren’t in town when the fire started. Maybe that also means we’ll find more people who avoided the disaster. We might not be the only survivors.

RENA (excited, still in hushed voice): I think Maya’s still alive! The Crow took her. We’re trying to find her and get her back.

JESPER (confused): The… what?

RENA: The Crow! The people who started the fire!

               [pause]

JESPER: What are you talking about?

RENA (agitated, hissed whisper): The fire wasn’t an accident. I know that’s what the Historical Academy claims but they’re trying to cover up the truth. There’s this organization called the Crow that has something to do with the old Gods and they set these fires for some reason, we’re not exactly sure why yet, but Oceansthrow wasn’t the first town they destroyed. There was this other town, Miller’s Knee, near the Plains, that they destroyed a few years ago. And there have been others before that too.

JESPER (unsure): Rena, I-I don’t know about that. It all sounds… a bit outlandish. And who is we?

RENA: The people I’m travelling with. They’re helping me find Maya and figure out what the Crow’s plan is. There’s something else going on. Something hidden that the Historical Academy doesn’t want us to know about. Or maybe they don’t know about it either but I don’t think they want to help us find out the truth.

Their steps had gotten slower and they were now a few metres behind Deacon and the representative. Aldara had been right, the weather truly was perfect for a stroll through town, even though Rena barely paid any attention to their surroundings.

Jesper looked at her in confusion, but the worst part was, that mingled in between, was an expression of deep worry.

RENA (agitated): I know this must all sound strange to you, but how could the fire have spread throughout the entire town without being stopped? It was the middle of the day. People would have noticed.

JESPER (confused): Sometimes fires can spread very quickly.

RENA: I know, but more people would have survived. They would have run out of their houses and tried to get to safety. Something must have stopped them from exiting the buildings.

JESPER: B-but why? This makes no sense, Rena.

RENA: I don’t know why yet. We have theories, but nothing concrete. But I found figurines near the church! These sort of hand-carved bird figurines. They’d been deliberately placed around the church in a pattern for some reason. An accidental fire can’t explain how those appeared.

JESPER: You found… figurines?

ALDARA: Ah, here we are!

Aldara had stopped in front of a tea shop at the end of a busy road. Rena looked around, breaking out of her daze, and realized that she hadn’t been to this part of Hrevim yet. In fact, she wasn’t even sure she would be able to find her way back to the library or the docks. The buildings seemed new, with many stores selling delicate and pristine goods that Rena would probably never be able to afford in her life.

               [SFX outside crowd, ocean sounds and seagulls fade out, inside café crowd noises fade in]

Even the tea shop they entered looked refined, with white, light blue and purple tiles decorating the floor and walls of the room. As they entered, a subtly sweet smell enveloped them, the fragrance of honey and almond cakes mixing with the floral essence of the herbal teas. To their left, the tiles formed a mural of the ocean and the city from when it was still much smaller. A few tables were scattered around the room, most already occupied by various groups of people. The wood of the tables and chairs was carved in delicate patterns, in a similar style to the patterns on the library’s exterior.

Rena couldn’t keep herself from staring at the décor, the stark contrast to the inns and taverns she’d visited previously almost knocking the air out of her lungs.

Aldara led them to a table at the rear of the room and ordered elderflower tea and almond cakes for all of them without hesitation.Before the host had fully stepped away, Deacon already turned to Rena to stare at her with intent.

DEACON: So, about Logan. I’m sure you’ve remembered by now where he might be.

ALDARA: [tuts] We shouldn’t be starting this conversation with your personal grievances, Deacon. Tell us how you’ve been, Rena. It must have been such a difficult time for you. But why didn’t you stay in Halvint after the fire? We could have taken care of you.

RENA (hesitant): I … needed to know what actually happened. How the fire started.

ALDARA (trying to be warm and reassuring): That’s why you should have stayed in Halvint. We could have told you what we found out after the guards finished their investigation. There’s no need to try to figure this out on your own.

RENA (hesitant): The… ehm… guards weren’t very… accommodating when I tried to talk to them.

ALDARA: Nonsense, you probably4 just talked to the wrong person. There are plenty of compassionate people in our guards’ corps who would have been more than happy to help you out.

RENA (hesitant): W-what did your investigation figure out about the fire?

ALDARA: Well, it isn’t completed yet, so I can’t tell you much about it, not because I don’t want to, I just don’t want you to get the wrong ideas in your head. What we are certain about, however, is that, in all likelihood, it was a careless accident that sadly spread from house to house.

               [dishes being put on the table, stirring in tea cup]

As the host came back to their table with their teas and cakes, Rena dared a quick glance towards Jesper. He was sitting next to her, with his hands clasped in his lap, his gaze vacantly fixed on the table. His brow was lightly furrowed as if he was mulling something over in deep thought. Deacon sat across from him and never took his eyes off of Rena, even when the host put his dishes in front of him. His face was neutral, with a hint of annoyance, and only changed into a quick, cocky smile when Rena looked over at him.

She smiled back, and quickly looked away, focusing her attention instead on the small clay cup filled with elderflower tea in front of her. The host had placed a short branch with small, white flowers in each cup and the top of the rectangular honey cake on Rena’s plate glistened a delicious orange.

Rena forced her breaths to stay calm and regular even though she could still feel Deacon’s intense stare on her. She slowly lifted her hand to grab her spoon, as if any rash movement could startle him into pouncing on her. As if he was a lynx just waiting for the rabbit to hop out of its den. She carved off the corner of her cake and let its sweetness melt on her tongue. For a second, she thought that she had never tasted a cake before that tasted so delicately of honey, but she couldn’t hold on to the thought for very long, as her mind was soon filled with worry again.

Jesper hadn’t reacted the way she thought he would, which shouldn’t have been a shock to her, if she was truly honest with herself. Had she not experienced the last week herself, she would never have believed such a strange tale either. A secret cult who was obsessed with a god no one had really thought about in the last decades, and who was setting fires to villages while leaving hand-carved bird figurines amidst the ruins. Rena had to admit that it sounded like a story from a child’s overeager imagination.  But she wasn’t a child anymore and what she had told him was the truth, she just needed to convince him of it.

She wished she could trust Aldara and Deacon – a week ago she would have – but she doubted she could convince them of the truth. In all likelihood, at least Aldara already knew about it and simply chose to keep it a secret from Jesper. But how much was Rena supposed to tell them about what she knew and how much was she supposed to lie about? Kalani had said to be careful who they talked to, so she knew she shouldn’t just blabber on about all they had discovered, but she couldn’t exactly pretend they had simply spent the last week visiting different towns purely for fun.

RENA (nervous): How could a fire started by accident have spread through an entire village?

ALDARA (mournful): A strong wind probably spread it to some drying hay.

RENA: I don’t remember there being much wind that day.

ALDARA: It must have been quite localized. You might not have noticed it inside the forest.

RENA: I also don’t remember there being any drying hay lying around. It wouldn’t exactly be the season for it. Do you remember it, Jesper?

JESPER (nervous): I have to be honest, Rena, it is all very much a blur for me. Not just the fire itself, also the days prior. I couldn’t tell you if there was hay laying out to dry in town or not. Or how the wind felt.

ALDARA: Jesper suffered some heavy injuries to his head. It’s perfectly normal if he has trouble remembering certain things.

RENA: Sure, I know that it’s probably difficult for you to remember details, Jesper. I’m sure it’ll come back to you once you’ve had plenty of rest. But, uhm, I still think it’s a bit unlikely that anyone would have been laying out hay at this time of year. The grass is still growing, it doesn’t make a lot of sense to have already harvested it.

ALDARA: Well [slight chuckle], it is just one of our theories. As I said, I don’t want to discuss the details of what we think might have happened too much, exactly because of this. People tend to focus on the wrong details. Once we have reached a conclusion I’ll personally make sure to discuss them with you.

Rena glanced at Jesper again, hoping their eyes could meet, but his gaze never strayed from the cup of tea in his hands. She just needed to make his mind wonder about the fire. Maybe if he concluded of his own accord that an accident couldn’t have caused this much damage, he would come to her to seek the truth on his own. Maybe he would realise that Aldara and the Historical Academy were lying to him and he would turn his back on them.

DEACON (annoyed): Can we talk about Logan, now?

Rena looked up at Deacon, the annoyance simmering in his eyes having turned into anger.

ALDARA: This person you keep mentioning, he’s travelling with Rena?

DEACON: He sure is.

ALDARA (concerned): Is he a trustworthy person?

DEACON (with some humour): Oh, well, I don’t know about that. How much can you really trust someone from Rancor, right? He sure has a mind of his own.

ALDARA: Do you actually think it’s a good idea to travel with someone like that, Rena?

RENA: But Deacon is also from Rancor and you’re travelling with him.

ALDARA: Certainly, but we are adults.

RENA: I don’t see how that has much to do with the situation. I’m not a child anymore.

ALDARA: No, but you are still young and just experienced a very terrible event. Don’t you think it’s a bit concerning if you are travelling through the kingdom with strangers?

If Rena didn’t want to draw any ire, she would need to play along. She still needed to find out in which inn they were staying and then get back to her companions safely. She’d need to gain Aldara’s trust for that which meant pretending to abandon her current plans.

RENA: Well, they were all kind to me and have helped me so far, but maybe you’re right. It is quite dangerous out here for someone like me. But I like what you proposed earlier, about getting to finish my schooling and maybe trying my luck at an academy.

ALDARA: That would be wonderful, Rena. I’m sure you would do fantastically at any of the academies, don’t you agree, Jesper?

JESPER (surprised): Oh, eh, yes. She’s very smart. Always helped out the other kids at school. Your, uhm, teacher …. Uhm, what was her name again?

RENA (concerned): Miss Kaari. She lived in Oceansthrow all her life. Don’t you remember?

JESPER: Yes, right, her name had just slipped my mind. She always seemed very proud of you.

A strange heat rose from the pit of Rena’s stomach, spreading through her body and into her cheeks. She couldn’t help herself from smiling, although her joy was soon tinged with the bitter aftertaste of grief.

RENA: Thank you. I always tried my best while helping the others.

ALDARA: Then I’m sure you could even become a teacher yourself! I’ll have to talk to some other members of the Historical Academy but there should be no obstacles to you achieving any of your dreams. It will take us a few days’ travel to get back to Napahrit, I might send a messenger ahead so all the procedures to get you back to school can already be initiated.

RENA: I have to go get my belongings and tell the people I’m travelling with that I’m leaving or they might get worried. We could meet up tonight at your inn, maybe?

DEACON: Or we could accompany you.

RENA: Oh no, that won’t be necessary. I’m sure you have better things to do. You didn’t come all this way just to waste your time watching me pack my stuff. And Logan wouldn’t be there anyway if that’s what you’re hoping for. Like I said, I don’t know where he currently is, but I could find out for you.

DEACON: How do we know you won’t just run away? You’re probably gonna run right back to Logan and leave the city and then I’ll have to chase you over yet another border.

RENA (with humour): Why would I do that? I barely know him. We’ve been travelling together for only a handful of days, that’s really no basis to run away with someone. I’ve known Jesper all my life. He’s one of my father’s dearest friends. Why would I rather travel through the kingdom like a pauper with someone I barely know than stay somewhere that will take care of me with someone who already held me in his arms as an infant? If you think about it, it doesn’t make a lot of sense. Miss Aldara, you have to believe me.

ALDARA: I know, child. I know. Deacon is just a very stubborn man. Why do you care so much about this Logan fellow anyway?

DEACON (angry and annoyed): He owes me something.

ALDARA: Well, I’m sure it can’t be that important that you threaten a young lady over it.

RENA: It will only take me an hour or two to pack all my belongings, so we can meet up again before the sun sets. If I were to flee, I wouldn’t get very far in such a short amount of time. You’d catch up with me right away. But of course, I wouldn’t run away. That would be silly. I just need to know where we should meet up.

ALDARA: Why don’t we meet up again here?

RENA: Wouldn’t it be easier if I came to the inn you’re staying at? Just so I could store my belongings in your room.

DEACON: So you can lead your troupe of bandits to our rooms and rob us?

ALDARA: It’s the Jasmine Garden Inn, near the palace. It’s quite easy to find. Once you see the garden you can’t miss the inn. It has a mechanical statue of a yellow jasmine that opens and closes. Quite delightful, although I wouldn’t mind if it didn’t make such a ruckus.

RENA: I will wait for you in the entrance hall at sundown then. And thank you so much for the tea and cake. They’re truly delicious.

Rena didn’t leave the tea shop immediately, no matter how much she wanted to get away from Deacon and his anger that threatened to boil over at any moment. She slowly sipped her tea and finished her honey cake, keeping her attention on Aldara who walked her through the different academies that existed in the kingdom, while the two men remained silent. She could still feel Deacon’s stare on her but she didn’t dare meet his gaze. She knew she was safe for now, but once she left the tea shop she didn’t know what he was going to do. It didn’t feel like he trusted her to meet up with them in the evening, but would he go so far as to follow her? Maybe he really thought she would run right to Logan and didn’t want to miss the opportunity to finally catch him. She’d need to be careful once she left the building. If she was lucky, Aldara would keep him busy, but she couldn’t solely rely on that hope.

Rena wished Jesper would talk to her, or say anything at all, but he simply held his mug up to his mouth, taking a sip every few minutes, and stared into nothingness. He hadn’t even taken a bite of his cake yet. She didn’t know if it was because he was trying to figure out whether Aldara was telling the truth or because he was simply too exhausted. But she didn’t want to push it and make him more uncomfortable, so she took all of the pressing questions she had for him and locked them up in her mind in the hopes she could ask them later.

When she felt she had spent a polite amount of time conversing with Aldara she excused herself and left the tea shop, walking at a calm pace so as not to raise any suspicion, and tried to find her way back to her companions.


Four paths lay in front of us, on which the story could continue.

  • On the first path, Rena goes back to the library to find Rodrick
  • On the second path, Rena goes to the palace to find Logan and Finn
  • On the third path, Rena goes to the docks to find Asha
  • On the fourth path, Rena tries to find Kalani in the city

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S2E8: 25 – Take notice

With 40 percent of the votes, our story continues on the third path.

Rena finds herself face-to-face with an old friend and two new acquaintances, but can she trust them? One of them is looking for Logan, the other is part of the Historical Academy, and Rena has to figure out how much she can tell them without endangering herself or her companions.

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S2E7: 24 Transcript

Welcome to The Heart Pyre. This is episode 24, A Piece of the Puzzle.


            [SFX faint in the background: sounds of fire that quickly dissipate]

RENA: [sudden heavy breathing, continues on during narration, gets faster and faster]

Rena awoke with a startle, the heat that had felt so real on her skin just a moment ago slowly vanishing. She was drenched in sweat—the heartbeat in her ears drowning out any other sounds. She didn’t notice right away that she couldn’t see anything even though her eyes were wide open. She blinked a few times, frantically, thinking that maybe her eyes just hadn’t woken up yet, but nothing changed. She was still surrounded by total darkness.

Why couldn’t she see? Where was she? Had someone buried her? Was that why the air felt so stifling, so damp? Why she kept breathing and breathing and breathing and breathing but still felt like she was suffocating? 

The blanket on her chest felt like lead, holding her body in place, impossible for her muscles to move. It was pushing down on her, squeezing her into the ground until the earth swallowed her whole, wrapping around her so she would never be able to escape.

[SFX two quick clicks and then gas hissing starts, fast breathing stops]

Bright lights blinded her and everything stopped. Her heart stopped, her lungs stopped, her ears stopped registering sounds, as if the light had made the world vanish.

FINN (concerned, unsure): Rena?

Rena blinked until her eyes got used to the light. She was looking up at a simple, off-white ceiling, a singular bulb emitting weak orange light in the middle of it. She didn’t dare move, not just yet, as if the room around her could dissipate at any moment. Her mouth was dry, her tongue heavy against her palate. Her eyes shifted slowly, slowly, from one side to the other, from the wall to the empty bed next to hers, as if she wasn’t entirely sure that what surrounded her was real.

RENA (croaky voice): Finn?

FINN (hesitant): Is everything all right?

RENA: [deep, shaky breath] Yeah.

[pause]

FINN: You were breathing so heavily, I thought you might be in pain.

She wasn’t sure why she had lied to him. Maybe to not make him worry. To not be a burden. It must have been quite clear that she wasn’t, in fact, all right. But it had felt like the only answer she could give. As if any other words wouldn’t have agreed to cross her lips. 

She pushed herself upright, her muscles aching with each movement. She pulled the blanket closer and buried her face in it before lifting her head to look at Finn. He was sitting on the bed opposite her, his back leaning against the wall next to the valve for the light, one leg angled up, staring at her with more curiosity than worry.

She tried to smile at him, to reassure him, but her face didn’t want to cooperate. A deep exhaustion spread through her bones as if the night had left her wearier than she’d been the day before.

RENA (weak voice): I’m sorry. Just a nightmare.

[Pause]

FINN (unsure): Is there anything I can do?

RENA: No, no. I just need time.

She forced her cheeks to move until they produced something resembling a smile, fighting against the dull ache in her muscles.

RENA: How are you? Did you sleep well?

FINN: Yeah, well enough.

            [SFX blankets rustle]

RENA: Where’s Logan?

FINN: I don’t know. He must have left before I woke up.

RENA: Maybe he’s in Kalani’s room. I-I’m sorry if I woke you up.

FINN: You didn’t.

He kept his eyes on her, as if he was discovering something new with every move she made. It was such a stark contrast to how he usually tried to avoid eye contact that it made Rena want to freeze in place, as if she could disappear if she didn’t move.

RENA (nervous): Really, I’m fine, you don’t have to worry. I’ve just been getting these nightmares lately but I think that’s normal with what’s happened over the last two weeks. They really aren’t anything to worry about! I’m sure in a couple of weeks they’ll be completely gone. Considering everything else we have to worry about, this really isn’t that important.

FINN: If you say so. [small pause] It’s been a while since I’ve had a nightmare but I know as a child they could be really taxing.

RENA: [quick nervous laughter] Yeah, but I’m getting used to them, so it really isn’t that bad. We should head over to the other room to plan what we’ll do today.

            [SFX clothes rustle and bed creak]

Rena slipped her legs out from under the blanket, avoiding his gaze as she walked over to the wash basin on shaky legs. The wooden floor felt cold and rough underneath her bare feet but she didn’t mind-it gave her body something real to latch on to. Her feet still hurt from their long journey the day before and Rena wasn’t looking forward to slipping into her canvas shoes again.

            [SFX water splashing]

She poured the pitcher of water into the basin before splashing some water on her face. It wasn’t as cold as she’d hoped but it still helped her center herself.

Like she had told Finn, it had only been a nightmare, like the ones she’d had over and over and over again since the fire. They might feel real in the moment but they couldn’t truly hurt her, no matter how exhausted they made her. Slowly, each day, their effect lingered for a shorter period after she woke up. She just needed to remind herself that they were temporary. To not just tell others about it, but to truly believe it herself. That they were just a reminder of the horrible tragedy that had happened and that she was doing everything in her power to rectify it-to at least get her sister back, if nothing else.

She took a deep breath and straightened, shaking the remainder of the water off her hands. She eyed the chamber pot wearily for a moment before deciding that she had enough self-control to wait until she found an outhouse somewhere. She turned around towards Finn and this time the smile came much easier.

RENA: Are you coming with me?

He looked around for a moment as if he was searching for something, then nodded.

They both slipped into their clothes before heading over to the other room, although Rena opted to still keep her feet bare.

As predicted, Kalani, Asha and Rodrick were already awake, although Logan was still unaccounted for. Someone had already gone out and come back with fresh bread rolls that were filled with a thick layer of orange jam. Rena grabbed a roll and walked over to where Vincent was lying on the ground next to Rodrick’s bed.

            [SFX happy dog noises]

She sat down next to the dog, her back against the wall, and leaned down to kiss his forehead, before running her fingers through his fur.

RENA: Has one of you seen Logan?

Asha, sitting on the bed closest to Rena, looked over at her, brows furrowed.

ASHA: He’s not in your room?

Rena shook her head no as she bit into the still-warm bread roll.

ASHA: When did he leave?

RENA: We don’t know. He was already gone when we woke up.

Asha looked over at Kalani who was sitting on the third bed, a conversation unfolding in the moments their eyes met. Kalani carted a hand through her braids until they fell in neat rows down her shoulder.

KALANI (not truly convinced): He probably just went to say hello to someone he knows in the city.

ASHA: As long as it’s a friend and not one of his business acquaintances.

RENA: Maybe he couldn’t sleep and just wanted to take a walk?

ASHA: I highly doubt that, but who knows? We’ll have to ask him once he gets back. And hope he’ll tell us the truth.

            [pause]

Rena buried her hand deep in Vincent’s fur, the sweet taste of the orange jam lingering on her tongue as she swallowed another mouthful of bread. She wasn’t sure why Asha thought so badly of Logan. With everything they’d gone through together, she couldn’t really believe that he would lie to them. It just didn’t make sense. Not considering the dangerous situation they were in. They needed to work together and trust each other to survive and she was certain Logan knew that too. She understood that there was a lot she didn’t know about his life from before she’d met him, but she didn’t expect him to tell her everything about it, not right away anyway. She also didn’t need to know the details of everything he did or was going to do, but that didn’t mean that she thought he would simply lie to her. Not when they’d grown so close.

RENA (incredulous): Do you really think he would lie to us?

ASHA: Depending on what he’s doing, absolutely.

            [pause]

ASHA: Don’t take it personally, Rena. You could be the love of his life and he would lie to you. And don’t see it as lying to keep a secret from you. Often, it’s simply to protect others. The less you know, the less people can use against you. We all do it.

RENA: I-I know, but, considering our current situation, I think he recognizes that we should be able to trust each other, right? I trust you all and I wouldn’t lie to you. A-and I think it’s disrespectful to lie to the people you care about.

ASHA: [heavy sigh] That’s not how the world works, Rena. Especially not where we come from.

KALANI: I think it’s a very noble endeavour to trust the people you travel with.

Kalani stood up and shot Asha a glance, raising an eyebrow at her, before coming to stand in front of Rena and holding a hand out to her. Rena looked up at Kalani for an instant, unsure whether she had said something wrong, heat rising to her cheeks. She snapped out of it a moment later and took Kalani’s hand. She gently lifted Vincent’s head from her lap, then let Kalani pull her to her feet.

KALANI: Even the city of Rancor is built on trust, so don’t feel like you need to go through life wondering whether your friends are lying to you or not.

Kalani smiled softly and the heat in Rena’s cheeks spread further.

KALANI: I trust Logan to be smart enough to recognize which of his actions would put us all in danger. But since he isn’t here, there’s no point in discussing the nature of his character.

Kalani turned away from her, letting Rena’s hand slip out of her grasp, and addressed the rest of the room.

KALANI: The faster we get any information on Silac and what else we’re dealing with, the faster we can act. We don’t know if the Crow or Silac know where we are yet, but we have to assume that they’ll find out eventually. Act like regular citizen while in the city and don’t draw any unnecessary attention to you, but don’t let your guard down either. I don’t think we’re in any imminent danger but you never know what they have planned next. We all have our own plans for today and I trust you all to get it done without creating any problems, so we’ll meet again by nightfall at the front of the inn and then we can discuss how to proceed. We can split the rest of our money up for today, but we’ll need to sell what we took from Rodrick’s caravan eventually. It doesn’t have to be today, it might not even have to be done tomorrow, but we shouldn’t forget about it.

RODRICK: Rena, would you like to accompany me to the library?

RENA (unsure): Well, ehm, I was thinking that maybe I could join Asha at the docks.

ASHA: Terribly sorry, but I don’t think that’s a smart idea. It might be dangerous out there, and sometimes talking to these people can be a delicate affair. Not all of them, but some. They’ve lived through enough that they don’t fully trust people they haven’t met before and if I want them to talk to me truthfully, I need them to trust me.

RENA (taken aback): Oh, yes, that makes sense.

ASHA: I promise, I’ll take you with me another time. Maybe even tomorrow. But I need to get a feel of the place on my own first.

RODRICK (jovial): We can have just as much fun at the library.

Rena tried to swallow her disappointment, to not let it show on her face, and smiled at Rodrick.

RENA (forced joviality): I’m sure we can.

She didn’t mind the prospect of the library, at least not on a regular day, but she couldn’t imagine sitting down all day to look at books would feel very rewarding. She wanted to explore the city, to talk to people, find out if they’d heard anything new about Silac or the Crow. Books were great to learn about the past, but wasn’t it more important for them to learn about the present?

Rodrick scooted forward on his bed then stopped at the edge and looked up at Rena.

RODRICK (as if he’d just remembered): Before we all leave, maybe we can take a look at the documents you and Logan found in the Crow’s residence.

RENA (startled): Oh, yes! Although, I think they weren’t in any languages we could read.

RODRICK: They might still point us towards what the Crow is planning.

Rena walked over to the corner where they’d put the backpack with the things they’d salvaged from Rodrick’s caravan. She crouched in front of it and rummaged through it until she found her sister’s dress in which they’d wrapped the parchment rolls and bird figurine. She picked them up, running her thumb over the inscription carved into the figurine from wing to wing. She handed Rodrick the parchment rolls without looking up from the bird and sat down next to him.

RENA: Do you think we can find someone who can translate this for us?

RODRICK: Hmm, I’m not sure. 

RENA (pensive): We probably shouldn’t show it around to strangers anyway.

Kalani came to stand in front of them and crossed her arms.

KALANI: Probably not to anyone we don’t know, not while Silac might be looking for us. We don’t know how deeply the Crow’s anchored in the region and who is and isn’t on their side. You wouldn’t be able to lie about where you found the figurine. 

RODRICK: We might be able to translate it ourselves though! I’m sure the library has plenty of books on the old languages. Wouldn’t that be a fun activity for today? We can copy the inscription on a page from my notebook and then you won’t have to bring the figurine with you.

Rena couldn’t help herself from not being all too thrilled about it. Calling it a fun activity for the day almost felt condescending to her, like when she’d asked her parents to be more involved in the affairs of their bakery and they’d simply told her to prepare the dough. Like they just needed something to keep the child busy while they were doing grown-up stuff. While Kalani and Asha were going to walk the thin line between gathering important information and drawing unwanted attention to them, she would be with her nose in a book far, far away from any danger.

But it was probably for the best. She wouldn’t be able to mess anything up at the library, and she could recognize that finally knowing what was etched into the bird figurine would ease her mind. Maybe they would finally find out what the Crow’s plan was and why they’d captured her sister. She just needed to find a way for her body to sit down for an entire day without feeling like she would implode.

            [SFX paper rustling]

Finn came to sit to Rodrick’s other side, frowning at the document Rodrick was unfolding.

FINN: Where did you find those?

RENA: In Halvint, in the house where the Crow was staying. They had a sort of altar made of red and orange fabric that kind of looked like fire. Do you know anything about them? Can you read them?

FINN (pensive): No, but the prints resemble a lot of the tapestries hung in the palaces.

RENA: Logan mentioned the same thing.

            [SFX paper rustling]

Finn delicately slid the parchment out of Rodrick’s hand and held it to the light, scanning the woodblock print carefully with squinted eyes.

FINN: I might have seen this one before but it was slightly different. There’s a tapestry in one of the dining halls in the palace in Mak-Hemma that looks similar.

RODRICK: Oh yes! Now that you mention it, I think I remember it! It has been quite a while since I’ve been to that dining hall, though, so I wouldn’t be able to tell you if it’s the exact same image or not.

FINN (pensive): Hmm, no, it’s definitely different. This picture is older. I would say, maybe, three or four hundred years old. The tapestry must be a depiction of the same myth from when the dining hall was first decorated and the palace was only built for the unification of the Royal Council, so it can’t be older than two hundred years. The lines are blockier in the tapestry and the human anatomy truer to life. Very clearly a different art style.

ASHA (a bit derisive): Great to have an expert on art in our midst. Shows how much time he’s had to focus on learning about the truly important things in life.

KALANI (under her breath): Asha, behave. (Louder) Do you know what it depicts?

FINN: It must be the myth when Hama’Voshi created the world. It’s said that she gathered the loose energy that was floating in the vast nothingness and gave it its physical form. But it’s impossible that it’s a true story. As far as we can tell from records, Hama’Voshi was a real person who existed no more than six hundred years ago, and our world is much older than that.

RODRICK: As I already mentioned yesterday, these legends and myths are often metaphors for human struggles or explanations for something we don’t yet understand. Of course, Hama’Voshi didn’t actually create our world. [Chuckle] That would be quite the feat.

Rena frowned at the print, at how lines swirled from the edges of the parchment towards the centre and formed a sphere, a figure resembling a woman surrounding it, almost as if she could barely fit into the box the image provided her, her body wrapped around the sphere as if it was forming in her arms.

Could this image actually be of any help to them or had they stolen these documents for nothing? They could probably spend hours and hours and hours trying to decipher what they meant or why the Crow felt the need to bring them to Halvint or whether they could tell them anything about the Crow’s plans. 

Rena felt a headache approach, her exhaustion mixing with her confusion. Her eyes wandered over the edge of the image where a row of symbols resembling those on her figurine created a border. Could that inscription tell them anything more useful, or would it simply be a reiteration of what the image told them?

RENA: [heavy sigh] I don’t think these images can help us.

RODRICK: We don’t know that yet. There’s no need to despair so quickly, my child. Once we know what the Crow’s motives are, it will be much easier to understand their actions.

RENA: Sure, but it will take us forever to figure this out and then Silac will have reached the city and Inkra will have gone back to wherever the rest of the Crow is hiding and they’ll leave the province and maybe we’ll never find them again.

RODRICK: Nonsense, I’m sure we’ll find plenty of useful information at the library without spending a full week on it. Leave this to me, yes? I can find out if there’s anything in these myths that could be useful to us. You can concentrate on deciphering the figurine’s inscription.

KALANI: I understand your concerns, Rena, but Rodrick has a point. If we want to be able to predict what the Crow is planning next, we need to understand why they’re doing the things they’re doing and how it’s possible that Silac can suddenly control other people. Maybe these documents will point us towards an answer. Maybe they’ll tell us if more people like Silac could exist. We need to diversify how we can find out what’s going on as much as possible and tonight we’ll bring all our knowledge together and hopefully, we’ll have a better idea on how to proceed.

Rena looked up at Kalani, turning the wooden figurine in her hands, and nodded solemnly. She had to believe that she wouldn’t be wasting her time, even if she couldn’t shake the feeling that learning about these stories wouldn’t get them anywhere. But these myths were important to the Crow, so they had to become important to her too.

~~~~~

[SFX gas hissing stops, faint city crowd noises, faint ocean and seagull noises from far away]

They left Vincent in their room, as they couldn’t bring him to the library. They’d fed him and gone for a short walk with him, so he would be more than fine on his own, but Rena didn’t like the idea that he was all alone in a difficult-to-reach place far away from any of their group. Rodrick reassured her that he’d left Vincent to fend for his own quite a few times over his travels and that the dog was used to it by now, but Rena still couldn’t shake the feeling of unease.

It took Rodrick and her a bit to find the library even though Rodrick assured her he’d been to Hrevim before. The city had been built over several centuries, constantly expanding and rebuilding itself to fit all the people flocking to it, which meant that the streets had to adapt to its ever-changing form. Most buildings were tall and had been constructed close together, keeping the small roads winding between them in the shadows. But even though the city had an air of confinement to it, Rena never felt scared. The streets were well-paved and clean, the houses were painted in a multitude of bright colours, and even the older buildings looked well-kept.

They passed through a few old gates that were kept permanently open, indicating where the city walls had previously stood. Rena was sure that they had been going in circles and resorted multiple times to asking the people they passed for directions before Rodrick, who still insisted that he remembered the way, would lead them to a completely different city. When they finally approached the library, Rena wasn’t sure anymore in which part of the city they were, but it had to be one that had been built hundreds of years ago. The buildings weren’t as tall as the ones they’d passed before, although they were wider and seemed sturdier. The library was a rectangular building, its facade painted with a myriad of intricate, symmetrical patterns similar to the ones in the archives. Browns and blacks and yellows formed stars and flowers around the wide entrance and four white, round towers jutted out of each corner of the building’s roof, a column of grey smoke rising out of one of them.

            [SFX ocean and bird noises fade into background, inside crowd murmuring fades in, light rhythmic mechanical sounds in background]

As they went through the entrance, Rena noticed that the patterns hadn’t just been painted on, but that they had first been meticulously carved into the sandstone. She was in awe of the building, instantly forgetting the restlessness she had felt all morning. The library’s entrance hall looked similar to the one in the archives, with patterned tiles covering the floor and the bottom half of the walls, although they were kept in reddish tones instead of the archives’ blue and green colour scheme. Seats had been placed in the corners to each side of the entrance for visitors to sit on and a desk, much smaller than the one in the archives, stood to their left.

Only one path led into the library, at the far end of the room, but there Rena saw something that she’d never even considered possible. A box, large enough for four people to stand in it, rose out of the ground and disappeared into the ceiling. Next to it, another box emerged from the ceiling, two people stepping out of it when it was level with the floor.

Rena barely even registered that Rodrick was talking to one of the clerks, too fascinated by these rising boxes. Did they travel through the entire building? But then where did they go once they’d reached the roof or the basement? They had to go around in circles. Did the same machine that moved Rodrick’s caravan also make these boxes rise and fall? It certainly had to be a machine. It would be impossible for human hands to lift these over and over again.

Rodrick turned back to her and gently put a hand on her back, urging her to walk forwards.

            [SFX mechanical sounds come closer]

RENA (full of wonder): What is that?

RODRICK (excited): Oh yes, they added these only recently. Had to entirely shut down the library for a few months to build it. Isn’t it fascinating? Such a marvel of ingenuity. Do you want to try it out?

RENA (shocked): What?

RODRICK: We only have to go up one floor but if we’re already in the presence of such a wonder, why not use it, right?

Rena stared at the contraption, fear rising in her at the thought of stepping into one of these moving boxes, although it quickly mixed with excitement. She nodded, not taking her eyes off the strange device.

            [SFX mechanical sounds become more regular and louder]

As they approached it, she took hold of Rodrick’s arm, following his lead as he stepped into the box when it was level with the floor. She stumbled in, not used to the ground underneath her feet moving so abruptly, and lost her grip on Rodrick’s arm. She fell against the back wall of the box, quickly turning around and pressing her back against it. With wide-open eyes, she saw how the entrance hall disappeared and the box was plunged into darkness, although enough light still pierced past the front of the box that she could see the texture of the wall in front of her. Before she had time to panic, light reappeared at the top of the opening.

Rodrick took her arm again, leading her to the front of the box as a spacious reading hall appeared before them. Climbing out of the box was more daunting than climbing into it, and Rena ducked as she hopped out to make absolutely sure she wouldn’t be crushed.

            [SFX mechanical sounds become fainter and more irregular again]

RODRICK: Well, wasn’t that fun?

Rena turned around and observed the boxes rising and falling at their leisurely pace as if nothing could ever go wrong. A wide smile appeared slowly on her face, dissipating the fear she had felt only moments before.

RENA (happy): Yes.

RODRICK: And we can go back on it when we leave. Didn’t I tell you there was plenty of fun to be had in a library?

RENA: I didn’t know something like this existed.

RODRICK: Oh yes, and a myriad other, just as interesting, things. I think that’s what I miss most about Mak-Hemma. Working on these new marvels.

RENA (shocked): You made these?

RODRICK: No, no, not this one. That was a friend of my son’s who figured this beauty out.

RENA (shocked): You have a son?

RODRICK (solemn): Had. He sadly passed away a few years ago.

RENA: Oh. I’m truly sorry to hear that.

            [SFX mechanical sounds faint in the background, occasional turning of pages in background]

Rodrick waved her concern away but before he could reply, a clerk approached them to greet them and lead them to an empty table. Rodrick explained to Rena that they weren’t allowed to go into the rooms that held the books, and that they were instead supposed to tell a clerk what exactly they were looking for and the clerk would then bring them the books, which would be chained to the table. Rodrick took the lead in explaining what they needed and once the books arrived Rena was almost too scared to touch them in case she ripped one of the pages of what was clearly considered a very valuable object.

~~~~~~~

A few hours passed and Rena could feel her heartbeat hammering incessantly in her head again. The initial wonder of the library had faded and all that was left was her frustration with the research at hand. The symbols of the old language, the one she’d found out was called Mohrishim, had started to flow together, becoming one big mass on the page in front of her.

She had managed to piece together how the letters on the bird figurine should be pronounced. Vöshek if she wasn’t mistaken, although by the time she was done deciphering the word she was certain that Mohrishim used sounds that her own language didn’t have.

But finding an approximately correct pronunciation seemed to be the easy part. Finding out what the word actually meant, was a thousand times more difficult. Of course, Mohrishim hadn’t simply been one language. No, that would have been much too simple. There had been regional differences that had all evolved over time so that the same pronunciation meant slightly different things in ancient eastern Mohrishim than it did in the more modern form of southern Mohrishim. According to her research, Vöshek could either mean endurance, he survives, or a very specific form of chance that was tied to the concept of living that Rena didn’t quite understand. Which meaning the inscription on the figurine held was impossible to know. She hadn’t found out anything about whether this word had ever been used as a prayer or charm or other symbol although she had found mentions of other words being used in such manners. Rodrick told her that there used to be a custom where people would etch symbols or words into objects over and over while praying to strengthen their worship. It seemed quite likely that the Crow had done the same with these bird figurines but that didn’t actually tell Rena anything about why they’d done so.

But she could see the connection between the inscription and the symbol the Crow had carved into the graves in Miller’s Knee and the church ruins in Oceansthrow. The symbol was linked to Tavuu’Moda, the God of chance and survival. But knowing that all of this had something to do with chance or survival or endurance or perseverance didn’t help her at all, not when she didn’t know why they were carving those words into the bird figurines and why they had placed them around Oceansthrow. It had to be a ritual, but which one? And what for? To have Tavuu’Moda bring them luck? To give people like Silac strange abilities that no other human had ever had before? How did survival or chance connect to being able to control other people’s movements? And if their God truly existed – which Rena doubted but at this point, she had to admit that anything could be possible – why did he agree to help such heartless murderers? And why did they need her sister for any of this?

RENA (mumble): I can’t do this anymore.

RODRICK (distracted): Hmm? What did you say?

RENA (exhausted, annoyed): [sigh] The books are giving me a headache. Knowing what the inscription means doesn’t actually help us figure out what the Crow is planning. I feel like we’re just wasting our time.

RODRICK: One little piece at a time, my dear child. It is quite clear now that the inscription ties back to Tavuu’Moda and with the region-specific symbol the Crow used and the particularities of their practices we can search for specific rituals or practices or beliefs that could explain their behaviour to us.

RENA (whiny): But it takes so much time! Silac will have found us before we’ve figured out what it means. What do any of these symbols have to do with burning down entire villages and killing hundreds of people?

RODRICK: Patience, my child. Patience. Knowledge wants to be chased. It wouldn’t be very rewarding if there were no sacrifice in our pursuit of it, now would it? And our current sacrifice is our time. I’m sure these books will help us resolve the mystery, we just need to find the right ones. And as luck would have it, this building is filled with all sorts of books. You just have to think of it as similar to the archives. Jumping from one document to the next. We just don’t have the margins telling us how to continue this time. But I think that makes it more fun.

RENA: I need a break. I-I’m gonna go take care of Vincent. I’m sure he needs some fresh air. And I might try to sell some of the things we salvaged on653 the market. Get that done while we aren’t in imminent danger.

RODRICK: I think that’s a brilliant idea, my dear. And once you’ve walked off your frustration you can come back here and help me figure out the rest of this mystery.

RENA (dejected): Yeah. It might be a while though.

~~~~~

            [SFX turning of pages fades out, mechanical sounds become louder]

At least she got to use the moving box again as she left the building. Stepping into it alone was a million times more daunting than having Rodrick by her side and she let two boxes pass by her before she found the courage to move forward. She couldn’t keep her face from smiling, however, even though a nervous knot was forming in the pit of her stomach. She stepped out quickly, afraid that if she didn’t exit where she was supposed to, she’d disappear somewhere she could never get back from. She turned around and stared at the boxes-people streaming past her to step in, some more confident than others. She clutched the leaf-shaped pendant and ring around her neck as she watched the boxes rise and fall.

            [SFX mechanical sounds fade to background again, light murmuring of crowd]

She turned back around, happy that the library had at least shown her one exciting thing, and stopped right away. Her eyes had landed on another visitor at the other end of the hall, someone wearing a dark-blue robe with golden inscriptions-the uniform of the Historical Academy. The knot in her stomach tightened momentarily, afraid that it was the woman they had stolen the decree from in the archives, but she soon realized that it was a completely different person. But then her eyes moved slightly to the left and she froze.

RENA (unsure, under her breath): Jesper?

At first, she thought she was dreaming, but the vision never disappeared. In the same room as her stood a person she thought she would never see again. Her father’s friend who had owned a goat farm in Oceansthrow. His face looked different, with short-cropped hair and a bandage wrapped around half his face. Dark rings adorned the underside of his eyes and he was holding himself upright with a crutch.

            [SFX running footsteps]

Rena rushed forward before she could consider whether it was a good idea or not.

RENA (excited): Jesper!

JESPER (shocked, confused): Rena?

His green eyes were bloodshot and a fresh burn wound peaked out from underneath the bandage.

RENA: You’re alive!

JESPER: What are you doing here?

Before Rena could answer, the third person who had been standing next to Jasper pushed himself between them and held a hand out to Rena.

DEACON: So, you’re the infamous Rena. Hello, hello, so nice to finally meet you.

Rena looked at him in confusion, her eyes darting between the man in front of her and Jesper, letting the man shake her hand out of habit. He had pale skin with a reddish tint, a patchy, reddish-brown beard and clothes that looked like they’d been stolen from a nobleman’s estate fifty years prior and had since been kept in a humid cave.

DEACON: My name is Deacon. I believe that you’re travelling with an acquaintance of mine, is that correct?


Three paths lay in front of us, on which the story could continue.

  • On the first path, Rena brings Deacon and Jesper back to the rooms in the Broken Mast Inn and waits for her companions there
  • On the second path, she searches for her companions in town and brings Deacon and Jesper to them
  • On the third path, she tries to get away from Deacon and Jesper and report the situation to her companions

You can cast your vote by going to the show’s twitter page, the tumblr page, or on theheartpyre.com. You have until the February 15th to cast your vote.

If you like this podcast, consider leaving a review or supporting it on Ko-Fi or Patreon. One of the tiers on Patreon lets you vote for the alternative timeline, in which you can make Rena take a different path. You can also get the novelization of the first season as an ebook and paperback from most major retailers.

You can find transcripts for each episode, character art, and a map of the kingdom on theheartpyre.com.

The intro music is Lonely Dusty Trail by Jon Presstone.

The Heart Pyre is written and produced by me, Audrey Martin.

Thank you for listening.


S2E7: 24 – A Piece of the Puzzle

With 38 percent of the votes, our story continues on the second path once more.

Rena and her companions split up to figure out what’s going on with Silac and the Crow. Rena accompanies Rodrick to Hrevim’s library to learn more about the inscription on the bird figurine and the Crow’s other practices, but she’ll find out much more than initially thought.

By the end of the episode, three choices will be presented to you. Voting is open until February 15th.

Find A Searing Faith, the novelisation of season 1, on your favourite platform:
https://books2read.com/A-Searing-Faith

Intro music: Lonely Dusty Trail by Jon Presstone

Logo Design: Mars Lauderbaugh

S2E6: 23 – A New Horizon

With 55 percent of the votes, our story continues on the second path.

After the new revelations about what is possible in their world, Rena and her companions travel to a new province and a new city in the hopes of finding out the truth behind the Crow and Captain Silac.

By the end of the episode, three choices will be presented to you. Voting is open until January 25th.

Find A Searing Faith, the novelisation of season 1, on your favourite platform:
https://books2read.com/A-Searing-Faith

Intro music: Lonely Dusty Trail by Jon Presstone

Logo Design: Mars Lauderbaugh

S2E6: 23 Transcript

Episode 23 – A New Horizon

Welcome to The Heart Pyre. This is episode 23, A New Horizon.


[SFX caravan sounds]

At some point during the next few hours they crossed the border into Baedan, although Rena didn’t notice when from the back of the caravan. As luck would have it, Silac didn’t show up again and no one else stopped them either. Rodrick had transferred the coal remaining in his crashed vehicle to the guards’ caravan, which meant they could drive several hours before the wagon refused to move any further.

[SFX caravan sounds stop, ocean sounds appear, with maritime birds]

Rena and her companions spilled out of the caravan and stretched, most of them having spent the journey dozing as no one seemed too keen on discussing their current circumstances. Rena hadn’t minded the silence. She herself had needed some time to think about what had happened but it was difficult for her to truly wrap her mind around it. She kept circling back to the fact that what Silac had done to them simply shouldn’t be possible. Theorising about how and why was nearly impossible if she couldn’t truly believe that it had actually happened, as if every second that passed convinced her further that it must simply have been another one of her strange nightmares.

They had stopped near the sea, on the edge of where the forest ended, only a few trees still sparsely surrounding them. Baedan’s coast wasn’t like Vellashta’s. Instead of cliffs separating the land from the ocean-except for the occasional coastal town like Hollowtooth-Baedan had flat, narrow beaches made of coarse sand that led to a verdant, hilly landscape in the centre of the province. What Rena had learned about the province while at school was that it was more densely populated than Vellashta, with bigger cities and a long-lasting history of maritime trading. Before the lands had been unified into the Kingdom of Kal-Hemma, the southern region had been its own kingdom, with most of its activities taking place in Baedan, although mostly only along the coastline. A lot of the central parts of the province were said to be uninhabited as the hills made it difficult to settle beyond the few valleys wide enough to accommodate human settlements.

But how much of that was actually true? Rena wasn’t sure anymore if she could fully trust anything she’d learned at school. It seemed innocent enough to trust them about the history of the lands they lived in but what if they’d simply not mentioned some part of it. What if Baedan had been a tyrannical state before the kingdom had been formed but it was now being portrayed as a valuable past to be proud of? What if all the contact they’d had with other nations hadn’t only been peaceful trade agreements as her teacher had told her? How much was Rena supposed to trust and how much of it did she have to question? But how to know what to question in the first place? Thinking about it all gave her such a headache.

Rena stepped away from the caravan and her group and approached the ocean slowly. They were still too far away for her to feel the beach underneath her feet, but the ocean air calmed her. She closed her eyes and breathed in deeply, feeling the salty breeze fill her lungs, and listened to the wind and far away birds.

[SFX footsteps approach]

LOGAN: You alright?

Logan jogged up beside her and slung an arm over her shoulders. Rena opened her eyes and took another deep breath.

RENA: Yeah.

LOGAN (excited): Ready to stretch your legs a bit?

Rena looked to her left where a city stretched out over the horizon, connecting the ocean to the hills to their left.

RENA: Is that where we’re going?

LOGAN: Yep. Good old Hrevim. Have you ever been?

RENA: No, my mother didn’t like me going too far away. I think my father’s been a few times though. Don’t think he liked it much.

LOGAN: Yeah, it’s definitely not the same as Oceansthrow. Slightly bigger.

RENA: [chuckle] Slightly. It’s probably bigger than the Plains.

LOGAN: Oh, definitely. And it’s not even the biggest city in Baedan.

He winked at her and turned around, walking them back to the rest of their group.

RENA: Are you sure you can walk that far with your wound?

LOGAN (dismissive): Yeah, yeah, I’ve lived through worse.

RENA: If you’re struggling you’ll tell me, right?

LOGAN (smiling): And then what? You’ll carry me the rest of the way.

RENA (chuckle): Not me, but maybe someone else. Asha’s probably strong enough, but I’m not sure she’d agree to it.

LOGAN (dismissive): She would. She only pretends to hate me. Deep down, she cares a whole lot. See, she’s like a chestnut. All spikey on the outside but a delicious treat on the inside.

RENA (laughing): That makes no sense.

~~~~~

               [SFX ocean sounds fade into the background, crowd and city noises more prominent]

It took them another hour until they reached the edge of the city. What was different about Hrevim from the cities she knew in Vellashta, was that it was surrounded by walls. They were made of a beige stone and every few metres a rectangular tower jutted out, dotted with tiny windows. It was apparent that these walls had been standing there for a very long time, although, if Rena looked to the left, she could see in the distance that some parts had been added later on, probably to try to expand the city towards the centre of the province.

The road they had travelled on led them to a gate, flanked by two larger, round towers, and even though the massive doors were wide open to let anyone through, a pair of guards stood in front of each tower, looking straight ahead. Their uniform was reminiscent of the one she was familiar with from Vellashta, with only a difference in insignia and some of the stripes running over the shoulders and chest.

Rena and her companions were far from the only people entering the city. A steady crowd streamed in and out of the gate, although never so cramped that Rena would have feared losing her group.

               [SFX ocean sounds a bit more prominent over time, working sounds more prominent over time]

Kalani marched them to the eastern edge of Hrevim, the one that was closest to the ocean as if she knew the city’s layout by heart. She led them past bustling markets and artisans’ districts, through gates belonging to even older city walls, past streets with extravagant houses that had been built high instead of wide to fit into the limit space the city granted them, and all the while, on a hill in the distance, stood what looked like a shimmering, white palace.

Their journey led them near the docks, where the sailors and fishers gathered. The district had the same giant hangars as Hollowtooth, only more of them. This time around, it was easier for Rena to look inside and see more precisely what the workers were building. Most of it looked like regular ships, although bigger than the ones she was used to, but one, standing in a hangar protected by guards, looked different, with bronze pipes running over its hull and two chimneys sticking out of it. As if someone had seen one of the coal-powered vehicles and decided to apply the same logic to a ship.

Rena wondered if a ship like that could actually move. While travelling with Rodrick’s caravan and later the military one they’d stolen, the vehicles had only been able to drive for a few hours before stopping. How often would such a giant contraption need to be refilled to travel on water for significant distances? And how much coal would they need? Would most of the ship’s hold simply be filled with piles of coal just so it could travel for a few hours? Then what was the point of such an invention if it needed to be bigger than most buildings Rena had ever seen but could only transport a handful of people or a few crates of cargo at a time? Someone had to have found it a significant improvement over sailing ships if they’d found it necessary to station guards near it.

Kalani led Rena and the others past the hangars and their workers and past the ships unloading their cargo at the docks and the fisher boats bringing in the catch of the day until they reached a square with taverns and inns that were clearly mainly frequented by those working in the district.

Rena wanted to stop and look around, astonished by the size of even these simple buildings, but Kalani’s step never wavered and she led them straight to the Broken Mast inn, a strangely shaped building with one side taller than the other as if the initial plan had been to build two towers, but they had run out of money halfway through.

               [SFX ocean and working sounds fade into background and sounding far away, crowd noises rise to foreground]

KALANI: Wait here. I’ll get us a room.

Kalani barely looked at them before marching off, leaving the rest of their group to awkwardly stand in a corner of the entrance. Vincent laid down in the middle of their circle, head resting on his outstretched front legs, clearly exhausted from their long journey.

RENA (unsure): Does she… know someone here?

LOGAN: Kalani knows someone everywhere.

RENA (unsure): Right. [pause] I suppose we need somewhere to sleep for the night.

ASHA: Probably more than one night.

Asha shifted uncomfortably, her arms crossed in front of her chest. She eyed the other patrons of the inn wearily. Some, standing to the left of the entrance hall, looked like merchants, with their colourful coats and tights and shiny black shoes, as if they’d barely ever even thought of the ocean. The other side of the room had a different clientele, one who had clearly stepped foot on a ship before and whose clothing reflected that fact.

ASHA: Hrevim is as good as any place to settle until we’ve figured out what we need to do next. Baedan is a big province, even if we know that the monastery the Crow’s apparently staying in isn’t too far from the border, we can’t just walk around until we stumble upon it somehow. We can’t exactly just walk up to it without a plan anyway, no matter how much we’d want to.

RODRICK: And Hrevim has quite an extensive library! Of course it might not be as helpful as the archives in Mellahen but I do think a visit would be quite beneficial.

ASHA (slightly annoyed): Not everything can be solved through books.

RODRICK: I disagree, my dear friend. I think a great many problems can be solved with the help of the knowledge found in books.

FINN: There’s also the palace’s archive. We might not find any information about what’s going on in the entire province, but Hrevim has always held quite a bit of power and influence in the region.

Finn kept his eyes fixed on Vincent, standing a step further from the dog than everyone else, mistrust written plainly on his face even though Vincent wasn’t even turned in his direction.

FINN: Of course, those documents are in a private collection and we wouldn’t be able to access them easily, but I’m certain they hold some interesting information.

LOGAN (cheeky): Oh Finn, are you suggesting we break into a noble’s home?

FINN: I am not suggesting anything at all. I’m simply stating that these documents exist.

LOGAN: How mischievous of you, to put such dangerous ideas into other people’s minds and then wash your hands of any responsibility.

               [SFX footsteps coming closer]

KALANI: I got us two rooms. You’d all best keep in mind not to scheme in public. You never know who might be listening.

A cold shudder ran down Rena’s back. She craned her neck to look at the people surrounding them, then thought better of it, realising that that might look much too suspicious. As Kalani led them past the crowd in the entrance hall, Rena tried to catch a glimpse at any questionable-looking people, but none of the other guests seemed to mind them any heed. The workers looked like people she knew, with skin tanned by labouring in the sun, clothes with stains that couldn’t be washed out no matter how much one scrubbed, and deep calluses on their hands. Rena thought that her own group must stand out the most with how different they all were. And if she had learned anything over the last weeks, then it was that anyone could harbour nefarious thoughts and it could never be visible on their face.

               [SFX sound of crowd slowly vanishes, almost silence, faint sounds of people living in the background, faint hissing sound]

Kalani led them to the right, past multiple corridors, up and down stairs, until Rena wasn’t sure anymore if they were truly still in the same building. They walked through a long, narrow corridor with no doors and emerged through a hatch in a square room. The walls to Rena’s left and right had two doors, the other two walls only one, and a wooden staircase led to an upper floor. The room was sparsely furnished, with only a few, old seats and a massive wooden chest placed along the walls. The room was illuminated with a similar system than the one in the archives-a cluster of milky bulbs emitting a dull yellow light. Even though there were no other people in the room, Rena could hear the faint noises of existence emitting from some of the rooms.

Kalani walked up to one of the doors to their left and opened it with a key she pulled out of her pocket. Before opening the door she tossed a second key to Logan and pointed to the other door on the wall.

KALANI: We’ve also got that one. There’s three beds per room, divide yourself up however you want.

She turned around and opened the door. Without hesitation, Asha followed her into the room. Rena looked around at the rest of her companions, unsure if there were conventions she had to consider of who wanted to stay in which room. She knew that with her younger siblings a situation like this could end up in tears and tantrums but certainly with adults it wouldn’t matter as much. While Logan stepped forward to unlock the second door, Finn looked apprehensively between the room Kalani and Asha had disappeared in and Vincent. Rena decided to save him from an uncomfortable decision and hooked her arm through his before following Logan into the second room. She smiled softly at him and although at first he looked utterly baffled, his confusion quickly dissipated and he nodded once in gratitude.

The room they stepped into was small and sparsely decorated, with one bed against the wall next to the door and the two other beds on the opposite wall with barely enough space between them to walk. The only other furniture in the room was an old wash basin in the corner opposite the door with a simple, ceramic chamber pot placed underneath. There were no windows in this room either and only the faint light from the other room trickling in revealed the outlines of the furniture. Rena looked around in confusion, wondering how they were supposed to stay in a room with no light, if they would need to leave the door open at all times or if they would have to bring their own candles in, until Logan turned a valve on the wall next to the door and a bulb started glowing above them. She looked up at the faint light, certain that the hissing that accompanied it would keep her from sleeping during the night.

Finn slipped out of her grip and paced the room, inspecting it with a deepening air of scepticism.

FINN (unsure): There are no windows. [pause] I don’t suppose one of the other doors leads outside.

LOGAN: Nope. All rooms.

FINN (mistrustful): Is it safe to stay somewhere with no exits?

LOGAN: There are exits, they’re just hidden. These are supposed to be hiding rooms that people can’t easily access from the outside. There’s a system with bells that get rung when something bad’s happening.

Logan pointed up to one of the corners of the room where a small bell hung from the ceiling, attached to a string.

LOGAN: Kalani and I know where the exits are, so just stay near us. Asha might know too, but I’m not actually sure how often she’s been here before.

Logan’s explanation didn’t seem to ease Finn’s apprehension and Rena had to admit that, as much as she trusted her friends, she wasn’t too sure about these lodgings either. She looked around at the bare walls, the room seeming smaller and smaller by the second. She noticed the damp mustiness of the air and momentarily felt like she could suffocate if she stayed in these rooms for too long. Her eyes wandered up to the bulb again, the light inside dancing around like fire.

RENA (apprehensive): Is that lamp safe?

Logan shrugged and sat down on one of the beds, scooting up so he could lean his back against the wall.

LOGAN (nonchalant): These rooms have been here for years, so they can’t be that dangerous.

Rena thought that just because something hadn’t gone wrong for years, it didn’t mean that something horrible couldn’t happen after all.

Kalani stepped into the room, followed by Asha and Rodrick, Vincent strolling in behind them as if he’d rather stayed in the other room to nap. Before Rodrick could even close the door, the dog had already laid down on the ground again and curled up into a ball.

KALANI: We need to talk about how to proceed.

Kalani came to stand in the middle of the room, feet shoulder wide apart, arms crossed over her chest. She had braided her smaller braids into a bigger one and slung it over one shoulder, tying the end together with a piece of string.

KALANI: There’s a lot we don’t know which means, there’s a lot we have to figure out.

Rena dragged her eyes away from the light and stepped closer to Logan, sitting down on the bed next to him. Her hand came up to idly play with her sister’s ring which she had attached like a necklace with a string, her other arm wrapped tightly around her middle.

Finn followed her, although he didn’t sit down on the bed, opting instead to lean against the wall so he could keep an eye on Vincent. Rodrick and Asha stayed on the other side of the room, Rodrick sitting down on the bed against the wall while Asha mirrored Finn and leaned against the opposite wall.

KALANI: We need to figure out where the Crow is, who the Crow is, and what is going on with Silac. I think he needs to be our priority, actually. We can’t go against the Crow without knowing what caused Silac to be able to… control other people, and whether there could be others like him.

LOGAN: How do we find out though?

KALANI: [small pause] I’m not sure. Figure out how he’s connected to the Crow. See if anyone’s heard any strange rumours about him. Maybe people have heard about other such occurrences. If he’s strong-arming his way through the ranks he might have used his little trick on others before.

RENA (unsure): So we should talk to people?

KALANI: To the ones we trust. I know a few people I could talk to. I need to send a message to Cas anyway to let them know I’m alright. I’ll also ask them to keep an eye out for anything that could help us. But there’s people in this city who might be able to help us too, I just need to verify who’s still trustworthy enough. We should split up tomorrow. I can’t drag a whole group of strangers with me and we can cover more ground if we aren’t together.

LOGAN (cheeky): Finn and I can break into the palace to steal some documents.

FINN (mumble): I never said anything about stealing.

RODRICK: I’m sure I can find plenty of useful information in the library. Maybe not about Silac himself, but definitely about the old legends and such that he might be trying to replicate. If there is a ritual to give a person such strange abilities, there certainly must be documentation about it.

ASHA: I know some folks among the dock workers myself. People from the Grey Isles. They might know a thing or two. If I keep my questions vague enough they probably won’t suspect anything.

KALANI: Good. As long as none of you get into any trouble, we’ll be fine, right, Logan?

LOGAN: I was only joking about the stealing part. There’s plenty else we can learn from the palace through a day of honest work.

KALANI: Finn, I count on you to keep him in check. But I’m serious. We can’t afford to draw too much attention to ourselves, not until we know who else is connected to the Crow. If they’ve got their talons into Silac, they might be working with others too. They’re most likely working with others too. So stay prudent. Not everyone you talk to will be on our side.

Rena stood up and stepped into the middle of the room, the others falling silent. She took a deep breath and made an effort to look all of her companions in the eyes.

RENA (serious): I wanted to thank you all for still being here. I’m not taking your help for granted. I realise that this whole situation with the Crow and now Silac goes beyond what just affects me, but I still feel responsible for dragging you all into such dangerous circumstances. I’m well aware that you left family and friends behind and put your life on hold to help me figure out what happened to Oceansthrow and save my sister, so from the deepest corners of my heart, thank you. A-and if anyone decides that they want to leave after all, I promise I won’t be upset! I-I barely know enough about everyone’s life to know what they abandoned to be here, and I regret that we haven’t taken the time yet to get to know each other better. Kalani, I didn’t even know that you were married to Cas until two days ago! And I don’t know anything about Logan’s or Rodrick’s or Finn’s family! And yet you’re all here to help me. I wish I could express how much I’m truly grateful. I promise I’ll repay you all once I have the opportunity for it.

LOGAN (cheeky): Nah, don’t worry about it. Someone has to save the kingdom after all, so might as well be us, right?

ASHA: I know what it’s like to lose family, but I still have my uncle. If I can help you get your sister back, it’ll make the next few years more bearable for you. If there’d been a way to get one of my brothers back, I wouldn’t have stopped at anything for it. I know I warned you against it before, that chasing the trails of dead people would just prolong your pain, but I have to admit that it’s strange that the Crow kept her clothes and no one else’s from Oceansthrow. So I’ll stay with you until we’ve figured out what’s going on with that, and hopefully we can actually save her.

RENA (softly): Thank you.

KALANI (seriously): I don’t want to diminish your pain and getting retribution for what the Crow did to Oceansthrow is enough in and of itself, but you’re right, this whole situation goes beyond what happened to your hometown. Especially now with whatever’s going on with Silac. It pains me that I didn’t take the Crow more seriously earlier. They never struck me as being capable of something so heinous and who knows what else they have planned. We might not be able to stop them just the six of us, but we can at least be the ones uncovering their plans, and we can think of the next step later.

FINN (unsure): I’m not sure why you’d need to know about our families. They really aren’t important to any of this.

RENA: I just mean, I want to know more about you all as people since we’re already spending so much time together. And I hope none of you think that I doubt you or your motives. I just needed to make sure that you all knew how grateful I am. I know life would have been easier if I’d simply gone to live with my aunt, but I don’t think I could have slept at night if I’d never even tried to figure out what happened. And my aunt isn’t the most pleasant person to live with anyway. So, thank you, again. [pause] If anyone’s hungry, I think there should still be some bread and dried sausages in one of the bags.


Three paths lay in front of us, on which the story could continue.

  • On the first path, Rena accompanies Logan and Finn to the palace
  • On the second path, Rena accompanies Rodrick to the library
  • On the third path, Rena accompanies Asha to the docks

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You can find transcripts for each episode, character art, and a map of the kingdom on theheartpyre.com.

The intro music is Lonely Dusty Trail by Jon Presstone.

The Heart Pyre is written and produced by me, Audrey Martin.

Thank you for listening.


S2E5: 22 Transcript

Welcome to the Heart Pyre. This is episode 22 Beyond Beliefs. As this episode deals with subjects that might be difficult for some listeners, a list of content warnings has been added to the episode description.


               [SFX forest ambience, dog growling and barking throughout most of episode]

Something wasn’t right. Rodrick advanced towards her, slowly, as if his body was trying to resist its own motions. Rena stepped back, unsure of what to do, unsure of whether she should run away from her friend or not.

RENA (beginning of panic in her voice): Rodrick? What’s happening?

He didn’t respond or react. He simply continued advancing, his hand reaching out towards her, his face blank.

SILAC (booming voice with an otherworldly echo): Faster!

Rodrick’s body jerked forward, his legs advancing first, his upper body having to catch up to the new speed. It overshot and before he could reach Rena he lost his balance and fell to the ground, his body never making an effort to catch itself as he fell, his right hand still reaching towards Rena.

RENA (surprised): Oh stars! A-are you alright?

               [SFX dragging sounds]

She instinctively stepped forward, wanting to help him up, but quickly jumped back. His legs wriggled over the ground until they found a grip, pushing Rodrick’s body over the dirt towards Rena. His face lifted towards her, covered in mud.

RENA (yelling): What are you doing to him?!

Rena turned to Silac. The yellow-green veins had completely covered his eyes , his pupils barely visible anymore. They were creeping out onto his skin, slowly spreading over his face, pulsing like a heartbeat. 

Asha was the first of their group to move. Without hesitation she leapt forward, swinging her sword at Silac.

SILAC (booming echo-y voice): Stop!

As he spoke, the veins erupted over his skin, spreading further in one big surge.

Asha stopped mid-movement, her sword hanging in the air, as if time had stopped.

LOGAN (distressed): What are you?!

KALANI (simultaneously, somewhat keeping her calm): What do you want?

RENA (simultaneously, distressed, scared): Please, let them go!

SILAC (normal voice, angry and arrogant): I don’t know why any of you are bothering to help this insolent child. You are meddling in affairs that have nothing to do with you. You don’t even realize how good your lives are in this province. Be grateful that you don’t live in Red Hill or Jodan. Do you know what people have there? Nothing!

LOGAN: What does that have to do with anything?

SILAC (with contempt): No one recognizes the true strengths of our homeland. This kingdom is destined for greatness! I am destined for greatness! But of course, our dear Royal Council doesn’t understand this. They’re all just chasing the newest gadgets. Inventing ridiculous machines that defy the Gods. The Gods that they have scorned. They’re worshipping steam now. Steam! Can you imagine that? A bit of water that lost all its form. They have turned their backs on our great and powerful Gods for that? Of course, our people are suffering if steam and coal and gas are their new masters. But you wouldn’t know that, would you? Because they keep you ignorant and docile.

Rena’s cheeks ran red hot, but not because of Silac’s aggression or the strangeness of the situation. She felt embarrassed. She’d always been proud of their little school in Oceansthrow. Her parents had never had the opportunity to get an education in their own town, and her grandparents never had the opportunity to get one at all. Theirs was the first generation to profit from regular schooling that taught them how to read and calculate and about the kingdom’s history. But Silac was talking about suffering and Rena had no idea what he meant. She had barely heard about what happened in the Grey Isles even though Vellashta was right next to them, but if she truly looked at the anger lingering in Asha’s heart, there had to be a lot she didn’t know about. And even Finn had mentioned earlier that there was a lot their schools didn’t teach them. She had put so much faith into their little school and Miss Kaari, their teacher, and it had all turned out to be a lie.

FINN: You speak of the greatness of the kingdom and yet you ally yourself with an organization that burns down villages and kills hundreds of people? How is that not treason to the kingdom?

SILAC: [derisive chuckle] Who are you to talk, Liberic? Is this not treason? The grandnephew of a High Lord running away from his duties to join a troupe of low lives. But who would have expected anything else from you? No matter how high you hold your head, you’ll never be able to hide the fact that your family simply didn’t want you.

Finn’s jaw clenched tight, his whole body rigid.

Kalani stepped forward until she stood before Finn, commandeering Silac’s attention to her.

KALANI: What do you want, Silac? Or are you simply here to insult our families?

From the corner of her eyes, Rena noticed that Logan had stepped back and was sneaking towards the left, keeping Asha’s unmoving body between Silac and him. He moved slowly, keeping his eyes fixed on Silac, stopping any time the captain turned in his direction.

SILAC (with contempt): Isn’t it obvious? I knew your lot was stupid, but I didn’t know it was to such a degree. I want you to stop your quest and crawl back into the rotten holes you came from.

KALANI: You want us to stop going after those who burnt down an entire village? Do you know how many people died because of your friends? Do you even care?

RENA (surprised yell): Aah!

Rena felt something brush against her ankle. She jerked back and looked down, realizing that Rodrick had caught up to her. He was still crawling on the ground – mud and dirt covering his face and once-white beard. His hand was swiping at her but he was just not close enough to reach her.

[SFX dog growling]

Vincent snapped at the hand but never close enough to actually hurt Rodrick. He seemed conflicted, as if he recognized that his master wasn’t in full control of his actions.

RENA (panicked): Stop it! Please, captain Silac! We’re willing to listen to you, just give our friends back their bodies!

She stepped away from Rodrick, stumbling in the opposite direction that Logan was heading. Vincent stood in front of her, his focus on his master, growling at him and snapping at the air.

RENA (hesitant): I-I don’t know about the suffering you’re talking about. You’re right, they don’t teach us about these things. But maybe if you tell us about it, if you tell us the truth that they’re hiding from us, maybe it’ll all make more sense.

SILAC: Why would I waste my time on you?

RENA: You mentioned that the kingdom was destined for greatness.

SILAC: Of course. It’s our fate!

RENA: I think we can all agree that that’s what we all want. Of course, that is what we want! But, I think, we simply don’t see yet how the Crow’s methods will achieve that? If you want to reduce suffering in the kingdom, why commit such atrocities?

Rena tried not to glance at Logan. She slowly circled around Kalani and Finn, making Silac’s focus turn with her, pretending like she was simply backing away from Rodrick.

SILAC: Sometimes sacrifices have to be made for the greater good.

KALANI (anger seeping into her voice): Easy for you to say if you aren’t the one burning.

RENA (hesitant but pushing through it): It isn’t always easy to achieve a better future. We’re all aware of that. But, I don’t really see how the fires are guiding us towards this path. How will all these deaths help our kingdom? I know there has to be a reason for them, you just have to explain it to us.

SILAC: You really think I’m so stupid? That I’ll just tell you our entire plan?

RENA: No! I’m just… trying to understand. That’s all.

SILAC: Silly girl. Even if I told you all about the ritual, you wouldn’t understand it anyway. There are greater forces at play than you could ever imagine. Forces that will bring our kingdom back to how it should be. To how it used to be. None of these frivolous inv-Aah!

               [SFX impact]

Logan had crouched down and thrown a handful of dirt at Silac before jumping forward and tackling him to the ground. Finn didn’t miss a beat and leapt forward, leading the attack with his rapier. In the fumble, the blade pierced through Silac’s thigh.

ASHA: [breathing heavily as if after having held her breath for a long time]

Asha finally finished her motion, her sword swinging to the ground. She crumpled in on herself as if her legs couldn’t hold her anymore.

Rena turned towards Rodrick, who seemed to have snapped out of his state, blinking wildly as he pushed himself up from the ground.

RENA (concerned): Rodrick!

She ran to him and helped him up, not letting go of his elbow even as he stood. Vincent was still apprehensive, barely letting Rena get to Rodrick, but he soon seemed to realize that his master had regained control and carefully started sniffing him.

RENA: Are you hurt? How are you feeling? What happened?

SILAC (strained, booming, echoing voice): Stop!

Rena felt something grip her tight as if her body had frozen like ice. It enveloped her mind, jumbling her thoughts, only single words piercing through the veil. Her chest barely wanted to move anymore, forcing her lungs to expand into her stomach as they had nowhere else to go.

SILAC (strained, booming, echoing voice): Fight each other!

               [SFX dog barking]

Rodrick slowly lifted his arm out of her grip as if he wasn’t too sure of the motion. His trembling hands reached out towards her. Rena felt panic surge through her in waves, ebbing and flowing as if the emotion wasn’t too sure about itself either. Rodrick’s hands approached her, wrapping gently around her face. She was aware that she was staring him in the eyes but she couldn’t fully concentrate on it, as if her vision refused to stay focused.

Rena felt an energy tug at her limbs but it was barely strong enough to lift her arms. With all her might she pushed against it, forcing her hands to lay on top of Rodrick’s instead of hurting him like the energy wanted her to do.

The rest of their companions stumbled around like drunken puppets. Asha swung her sword towards Finn but only managed to hit his rapier out of his hand, the force of the motion making her stumble to the ground.

               [SFX swords clanking]

Logan leapt on top of her and both rolled around in the dirt, grabbing each other tight, a multitude of limbs flailing around with no real purpose. Silac stumbled back, blood dripping down his leg onto the road, and disappeared into the forest.

Rena felt the energy vanish and her lungs expanded fully again. She let herself fall forward into Rodrick’s embrace and wrapped her arms around him tightly. Relief and panic flooded her body simultaneously, the emotions bursting through her body.

               [SFX Dog stops barking]

RODRICK (mumble): Oh, my child. I am so sorry.

KALANI (strained voice, from further away): Stop fighting! You look like toddlers quarrelling over the last almond ball.

Rena stepped away from Rodrick again and walked up to the rest of her group, although her legs still felt wobbly. Her heart was hammering in her chest, her fingers prickly and ice-cold.

Kalani helped Asha up but Logan stayed on the ground, arms and legs splayed out widely, mouth open as he stared at the sky. His right hand came to lay on his stomach where his wound was. Finn was crouched over his rapier, his hands wrapped tightly around his head again.

RENA (scared): What was that?

KALANI (steadfast but with some lingering fear): I have absolutely no idea. I’ve never experience something like this before.

ASHA (angry): That fucker took over our bodies! How is that even possible? I almost choked to death because of him!

RENA (unsure): Rodrick, have you heard of something like this before?

RODRICK (shaken): I-in legends and fables, abilities associated with the Gods, but I never took them to be literal. Old stories always embellish reality. I never understood them to be an accurate representation of life. I-I don’t know why he was able to control us like this. That doesn’t… comply with any known laws of the world.

LOGAN (spaced out): His face got all weird.

RENA: I-is that also something mentioned in the legends?

RODRICK (pensive): Not that I’m aware of. I’m not sure if what he just did is even mentioned in these stories either, just events that could be seen as similar. Beings with abilities beyond what any of us could do. But again, we are talking about legends and myths about the Gods people prayed to several centuries ago. And I think we can all agree that these Gods were never real beings. These stories are allegories of human struggles to explain phenomena they did not understand yet. Natural catastrophes, inequalities, human behaviour that is out of the norm. Anything like this. It makes life easier to bear when you imagine there is a higher power responsible for such events.

ASHA: Honestly, most of those stories sound like some guy just started a rumour about themselves and it snowballed into some absurd fable.

Asha picked up her sword and sat down on the ground, crossing her legs and placing the blade across her lap.

ASHA: And then we ended up with a million different Gods because everyone was chasing that same fame. Gods of house pets, and broken toenails, and green olives.

KALANI (careful): I don’t know if I would fully agree with this.

Rena’s head whipped to stare at Kalani, not having expected her of all people to still believe in the old faith. She had crossed her arms and was looking steadfastly ahead, although Rena noticed that she was tightly clenching her fists so her hands wouldn’t shake.

               [pause]

KALANI (careful): Not every region has completely disavowed their belief systems. They might not be Gods as you picture them but people still believe in forces beyond our understanding that guide us on our way.

               [pause]

RODRICK: Fair enough. I apologize, I did not mean to disregard any faiths or cultures. My statement might have been a bit harsh. What I meant is that these Gods or higher forces aren’t regular human beings and, if they exist, probably do not hold a human form.

LOGAN (tired): Crazy thought, but it still kinda sounds like Silac is trying to become a God.

Logan pushed himself up with a grimace until he was leaning back on one hand, the other still clutching his stomach.

LOGAN: You know, with how much he talked about how great they were and how great he is.

A cold shudder ran down Rena’s back. What had she gotten herself into? If that was truly what Silac was doing, what chances did they have to fight him? A knot formed tightly at the back of her throat, wrapping around her lungs, making it difficult to breathe. Just like when Silac had taken possession of her. She still felt the lingering energy that had tried to make her harm her companions. Was this what the Crow was working on? Turning Silac into a God? It sounded so implausible, and yet, they had just experienced something that they would have never imagined possible.

RENA (scared, unsure): Could he do that? Turn himself into a… God?

RODRICK (dismissive): No, no, no. As I said, if the Gods exist, or ever existed in the past, they certainly didn’t come from humans, and it is therefore impossible for a human to become a God. These anthropomorphized depictions of the old Gods that you can find in art and literature merely exist to be more easily understood and identified with, whether they be symbolic portrayals of concepts or a potentially existing higher force.

               [pause]

LOGAN: He still got those weird abilities though.

               [pause]

RODRICK: Indeed, and that is a mystery. Silac might think that he’s turning into a God, but that is all just speculation.

RENA: He did talk about a ritual.

ASHA: And about the old ways.

RODRICK (careful, pensive): He did talk quite passionately about the past. But, it is difficult to know what he was truly alluding to, or what his actual plan is. If he is indeed working with the Crow, which I think has been established quite thoroughly by now, the destruction of the villages might indeed correlate to a ritual. Although, we shouldn’t draw any hasty conclusions without knowing more details about the situation.

RENA: But they placed those bird figurines around the old church in Oceansthrow. And they carved that symbol onto its walls. The one for that God you told us about. Ta something.

RODRICK: Yes, Tavuu’Moda. Associated with chance, perseverance and survival.

RENA: Was Tavuu’Moda ever able to… control people’s bodies? Or had those strange green veins?

RODRICK (pensive): Not that I’m aware of, but I’m not an expert in the old faith anyway. There is certainly a lot of scripture I haven’t read yet. My interests as a scribe of the lands have always lain somewhere else. But each region might have a different interpretation of the Gods that might not always fully conform to the wider understanding of that God.

RENA (starting to panic): The symbol they use is a regional one too, right? Maybe their version of Tavuu’Moda has green veins around the eyes and can control people? Maybe they really are trying to make Silac into a God? To make him into Tavuu’Moda. And they’re burning the villages down because the ritual needs sacrifices somehow? He talked about sacrifice. That it’s needed for the greater good. And they kidnapped Maya for the same reason. Maybe they’ll try to turn her into a God next and she’ll have those ugly veins all over her face too. What if the ritual goes wrong? What if it kills Maya?

Kalani stepped up to her and held her face in her hands.

KALANI (calmly): Rena, look at me. Deep breaths. We’ll get your sister back before they can hurt her, I promise.

RENA (small voice): [ragged breathing] But how do we fight someone like Silac?

ASHA: The second time around was much weaker. I don’t think he can hold a lot of people at once.

RODRICK: Yes, I would have to agree. The first instance was overwhelming. I had no control over my body whatsoever. Once he told Asha to stop, however, I could already feel his control lessening.

KALANI: I’m not gonna lie, he scares me too, but that doesn’t mean he’s invincible. We’ll just need to be a bit more careful from now on.

Kalani stepped back and addressed them as a group.

KALANI: If we ever run into Silac again, make sure you aren’t alone with him. If you ever find yourself near him without a group, just try to get away as fast as possible. We don’t know what his limits are or if he’ll get stronger in the future. He might come after us again. In all likelihood, he will. This journey will probably be much more difficult than we thought it would be. Who knows what awaits us? Maybe Silac is the only one with these abilities, maybe he isn’t. I don’t think we can even truly imagine what might happen. Not anymore. [sigh] So if any of you decide this journey is too dangerous, I don’t think the rest of us can judge you for it. But, you need to decide now if you want to continue or not. It might already be too late now that Silac knows who we are, but you might still have a chance to get yourself to safety if you leave the region. Once we cross into Baedan and find the Crow, there is no going back. So, you have to decide now if you want to go back or whether you want to keep going. [small pause] Rena, if you don’t want to continue, I can arrange for Cas to get you to safety. Please don’t feel pressured to keep going.

Rena wrapped her arms around herself, suddenly feeling very very cold even though the sun was shining brightly. The knot in her throat didn’t want to unravel and her nose started to prickle as if tears were ready to roll down her cheeks at any moment. She was terrified of what lay before them. She had barely ever been in a fight back home. She couldn’t even stand it when her uncle and her parents argued over their bakery. How was she supposed to face something that none of her companions had ever seen before? All she could do was bake and mediate, how was that supposed to help them at all? But letting Cas find her a hiding spot wasn’t an option. Not truly. Not when her companions would be facing unimaginable dangers because of her. Not when the Crow had her sister. Not when she knew the entire kingdom may be in danger.

RENA (shaky voice): I-I’ll continue. It’s my fault we’re in this mess in the first place.

LOGAN: You’re definitely not getting rid of me. Also, Rena, it isn’t your fault some people have decided that burning down villages will somehow bring the kingdom back to its former glory, ignoring the fact that the kingdom isn’t actually doing badly. So there’s genuinely no reason for you to feel bad about our current situation. And I know, I know, you think you dragged us into this, but you’re not the one able to control people’s minds, so we all only have ourselves to blame for where we are. Oh yeah, and I couldn’t have charged Silac without you distracting him, so you’re definitely needed for the rest of this adventure.

ASHA: I’ll keep going because someone has to keep Rena safe from this idiot. Before he convinces her that one of his stupid plans would actually work.

RODRICK: I suppose I will accompany you too. I can’t deny that this new development is extremely interesting. I am still weary of the situation and I don’t think it is a good idea for Rena to continue, but I understand why she feels she has to. We are heading into completely unknown territories. How could we ever go back and simply forget about it? There is so much we can learn about our kingdom and the world if we keep going. And of course, people’s safety depends on us.

               [small pause]

KALANI: Good. I wouldn’t have imagined anything else from you. [pause, louder] Finn?

He hadn’t moved since Silac had left, still crouching over his rapier with his hands over his head. They waited a bit but he never lifted his head or replied to Kalani. Logan got up and jogged up to him, crouching next to him, saying something that Rena couldn’t hear. He lifted his hand to put on Finn’s shoulder, but then thought better of it, his hand coming to a halt in the air above Finn’s body. Finn slowly unwrapped his arms and stared straight ahead, eyes wide, his face blank. He picked up his rapier and stood up, his body rigid. Logan stood up with him, his hand still hovering near Finn’s body, talking to him in a low voice. Finn nodded and turn to walk up to the rest of the group, his eyes fixed on the ground, unblinking. He came to stand between Kalani and Asha and nodded once.

               [pause]

KALANI: Alright. We’re all on the same page. [sigh] We don’t have the time to fix Rodrick’s caravan. I’m sorry, but we’ll have to abandon it here.

RODRICK: Yes, I knew that would be the case. I’m not sure it would even be salvageable. It has been a good companion on my journey so far, it is time for it to rest now.

KALANI: We should take a quick look inside, get everything that could be useful, and then we’ll take the other wagon to get over the border. Don’t encumber yourselves too much, we won’t be keeping the wagon for too long. Finn’s right, even if we disguise it as best as we can, there simply aren’t enough of these machines around to not draw any attention to us. But we need to get out of here without exhausting ourselves and this is our best option for now.

Rodrick stepped into the caravan first, handing anything he found essential to Asha who distributed it on the ground around them. Most of it, however, would be of no use to them, even if Rodrick insisted that they were all invaluable.

They filled one knapsack with all the food they found, using the opportunity to eat a light lunch. Another knapsack was filled with clothes, smaller items that might be useful on their journey, and Rodrick’s notebooks that he refused to leave behind. The rest would have to be abandoned with the caravan, although Kalani agreed to load some of the fancier trinkets into the caravan after Logan pointed out they could sell them in the next village, to Rodrick’s dismay.  

They had also found the dress with the red vest Rena had gotten from Valentina the first time she had stayed in Halvint. She picked it up and clutched it tightly to her face, breathing it in. She stepped away from the caravan, letting the others circle around the carpet of items they had created to debate about the value of each of them.

From the corner of her eye, she saw something move. She turned, panic spiking in her instantly, but it was only a fox. A fox that was sitting at the other end of the road and staring at her.

               [pause]

RENA (cry out, somewhat frustrated): Hey!

The fox jumped into action, bouncing over the road and into the forest.

               [SFX leaves rustling, footsteps running]

RENA (cry out): Hey! Stop! What do you want? Why are you following me?

Rena ran towards where it had been but it had long disappeared between the trees. She craned her neck to see if she could still catch a glimpse of orange, but even with the sunlight poking through the treetops, she couldn’t see anything move.

LOGAN: Rena?

               [SFX footsteps jogging closer]

LOGAN: What’s going on? Did you see someone?

RENA (annoyed, almost frantic): The fox! There’s a fox that’s following me around! It was in the Plains and the archives and the forest near Oceansthrow and it just stood right here!

LOGAN (chuckle): What?

RENA: I told you about it in the archives! When you were talking to those ladies. It just keeps sitting there and staring at me and then it runs away! I don’t know what it wants! It just keeps showing up everywhere!

               [SFX footsteps coming closer]

KALANI (doubtful): A fox?

RENA (annoyed): Yes!

LOGAN (jokingly): Do we think that’s another ally of the Crow that can transform into animals and is spying on us?

KALANI: Let’s not go that far. [pause] Next time you see it tell one of us, okay?

RENA (defeated): Okay.

KALANI: I think we’re done with Rodrick’s caravan. We should get out of here. I don’t want Silac to show up again with more people.


Four paths lay in front of us, on which the story could continue.

  • On the first path, Rena and her companions try to find out more about Silac’s powers through legends
  • On the second path, they try to find out more about Silac as a person
  • On the third path, they try to find out where the Crow is
  • On the fourth path, they try to find out more about what the Crow is planning

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S2E5: 22 – Beyond Beliefs

With 55 percent of the votes, our story continues on the third path once more

Rena and her companions are faced with something they would have never imagined possible, something that only ever happened in legends. Rena knew the journey ahead would be dangerous but she now has to reconcile with the fact the playing field has completely changed.

CW: Mind control, injuries through swords, dog barking aggressively for extended periods, in-depth discussions of (fictitious) religions and Gods

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S2E4: 21 Transcript

[SFX rattling of wagon]

RENA (concerned): Rodrick! Kalani! How are you doing? Did they hurt you? What happened? Did they feed you right?

Rena ran up to the bars that separated her from her two companions. 

RODRICK: No, my child, do not worry. We are quite all right. A few scratches and bruises, but nothing too serious.

Kalani stepped up, placing her hands atop Rena’s. Her knuckles were bloody and scraped, deep red lines running over her brown and white skin. They would need a thorough cleaning to not get infected, even a healing paste to be on the safe side.

KALANI: How are you, Rena? You don’t look hurt. That’s good. [Pause, small sigh] Thank you for coming to our rescue.

Rena felt the warmth from where Kalani’s hands were holding hers travel up her body into her cheeks. Kalani was looking at her with concern, her eyes scanning Rena for any injuries before settling on Rena’s eyes. Rena instinctively looked away, the intensity of her worry too much to bear as something strange twisted in the depth of her stomach.

RENA (a bit shy): I’m not hurt, thank you. Uhm, Logan got injured though, but we’ve been taking care of him.

KALANI (calmly, with a smile): Thank you so much.

Asha stepped forward and unlocked the door so that Kalani and Rodrick could step out of the cell. Finn walked up to them and pulled a key out of a pocket to unlock their shackles.

[SFX metallic clanking, door being unlocked]

[pause]

KALANI (mistrustful): Who’s he?

Kalani eyed Finn wearily as she rubbed her wrist where the shackles had left red marks on her skin.

ASHA (dryly, with some resentment): Part of the royal family, apparently.

Asha unbuttoned the coat and trousers of the guard’s uniform and threw them into the back of the cell. She’d worn her blue tunic underneath, abandoning Darian’s old clothes and the burlap sack at the Red Sardine tavern. Her sword she had simply worn as if it was part of the guard’s uniform, even though she had been the only one of the three of them to carry a weapon. 

RENA (defensively): We don’t know that.

LOGAN: Oh no, now we know. (groan)

Logan carefully lowered himself onto the bench, holding his side with one hand – Rodrick hurrying to help him down before Rena could get to him. He let his head fall against the wall and looked at Finn with a tired expression.

RENA (stammering): W-what do you mean?

LOGAN: They gave us his name.

Rena looked between her companions, her mouth slightly open in confusion. She hadn’t recognised the name even though they’d had lessons about the Royal Council at school. 

Finn’s eyes were fixed on the wall beside Logan, the muscles in his jaw tight. He stood, unmoving, like a deer that knew it was in the presence of wolves.

LOGAN (with some bitterness): Maybe you haven’t noticed it yet, but they have these stupid naming conventions. The suffix at the end reveals their rank. And Captain Liberic here, has the highest of them all. [Pause] Is Finn just an abbreviation of your actual name or did you give us a fake one?

FINN (tense): It is my name.

RENA (stammer): B-but… I’ve never heard of the name.

Rena pivoted around, searching for Rodrick, knowing that he would be able to confirm or deny what Asha and Logan were accusing Finn of being. 

RODRICK: Well, these patronymic last names change depending on the parent. It’s actually a very interesting tradition that is more recent than we might imagine. It only appeared in its current form about seventy years ago, although the highest level denoting the royal family was established at the same time as the creation of the Royal Council. But I digress. If my history serves me right, our friend’s father must have been grand-general Liberic Orid, son of Orid Vassid, high counsellor to the court and sister to High Lord Ste-

FINN (angry, forceful, interrupting): Can we stop talking about it now?

            [pause]

No one moved, their eyes all fixed on Finn who was still staring at the wall besides Logan, his knuckles white from how tightly he was clenching his fists. Kalani finally stepped forward and held a hand out towards Finn.

KALANI: Thank you for getting us out of that cell.

Finn barely moved, only his eyes shifting to stare at Kalani’s hand. His back straightened slowly, his arm twitching as if he wanted to reciprocate the gesture but his body refused to play along. 

ASHA: (snort) Really, Kalani? You also want to congratulate him for putting a giant target on our backs.

KALANI: The target was there no matter what. And I don’t hold someone’s past against them. The city of Rancor would be much smaller if we did. 

Kalani let her hand drop to her side again and turned away from Finn, her gaze shifting to Logan and Asha, who both conveniently looked away at that moment. 

RODRICK: Has anyone perchance found Vincent?

RENA: Oh, no, I’m truly sorry. We haven’t seen him.

A knot twisted in the pit of Rena’s stomach as she realised that she hadn’t thought of the dog all day. With some luck, he had found his way back to Halvint and Darian was taking care of him. She didn’t want to imagine any other scenarios.

LOGAN: I’m sure we’ll find him if we go back to the site of the crash. He’s smart enough to stay somewhere we can find him. 

KALANI: Which leads us to the question of how we’ll get back to Rodrick’s vehicle. I don’t suppose the driver is also on our side, right?

LOGAN: Nope. But I’m sure we can overwhelm him once he stops. [quieter] If he stops.

            [SFX conversation in the background]

KALANI: We can’t exactly afford to drive all the way to the military academy. Not just that it will be difficult to sneak our way out of it again once we are inside, but it’ll also take several hours to drive there and back.

            LOGAN: Maybe we can punch a hole through the wall to get to him. 

ASHA: The walls are reinforced with metal bars, you idiot. We can’t just punch through it.

LOGAN: Okay. Do you want to climb around on the outside to get to him? Or do you want to just jump out of the moving vehicle? 

ASHA: Honestly, with the speed these things are going, we could definitely jump out and run up to him to drag him out of his seat.

LOGAN: Pretty sure this one’s going faster than Rodrick’s.

ASHA: How would you know? You barely saw it move.

LOGAN: It just feels faster.

ASHA: If we tie up the benches and throw them out the door they could act as an anchor.

LOGAN: Oh yeah? Which benches? The ones that are bolted to the floor?

ASHA: How about we use your corpse instead?

KALANI (exhausted): Kids, can you stop bickering for a second. We first need to figure out what our next steps are going to be before we take any hasty actions. Did you find out more about where Rena’s sister might be? 

LOGAN: Not really. We were pretty busy with getting your asses out of jail. And personally, I was slightly preoccupied with trying not to die.

KALANI: Shouldn’t have let them injure you in the first place. [sigh] But I somewhat agree with Asha’s suggestion. We simply need to get the driver to stop the vehicle so that we can overwhelm them. We might not be able to create a true anchor out of the benches but if we make enough noise or commotion the driver will stop to check up on what’s going on.

Finn sat down on the bench on the opposite side of the wagon and let his head hang between his legs, wrapping his arms over his head, his hands clenching and unclenching rhythmically. The tension in his shoulders relaxed with each exhale. 

Rena sat down next to him, but when she noticed that his body went rigid again with her presence, she decided to scoot away to leave more space between them.

RENA (quietly): I’m sorry they’ve been so tough on you. [Small pause] Thank you for helping us. I don’t know what we would have done without you.

[Longer pause]

FINN (murmur): It’s been a long day.

It was, in fact, still the early morning, but Rena thought she understood what he meant.

RENA: I don’t know much about the Royal Council, you know, beyond what they taught us in school, so I’m not sure why there’s so much tension between Asha and you. But I know she’s got a reason for holding such a grudge in her heart, I’m just not sure you should be the target for it. You’ve helped us so far, I don’t think that should be ignored.

Finn straightened, his hand carting through his blond hair as he took in a deep breath. 

FINN: (muttering, slightly bitter) They conveniently leave out a lot in your schools. (Louder) But Asha isn’t wrong. My presence is putting you in more danger than you would be in on your own.

[Pause]

RENA (quietly): Your presence is also getting us out of situations we wouldn’t have been able to get out of on our own. And everyone’s bringing their own past with them. If she can accept Logan into the group then there shouldn’t be a problem with you either.

FINN (tired, bitter): No one on the Royal Council knows Logan by name and could send the entire kingdom’s army after him.

RENA (slight chuckle): No, but from what I’ve heard he’s making enemies on other fronts.

[SFX footsteps coming closer]

LOGAN: What are you two gossiping about? I’ve heard my name.

Logan came to sit next to Finn and tried to drape an arm around his shoulders which Finn evaded with poise and precision.

FINN: She’s informed me that you’re a menace to polite society.

LOGAN (flirty): Oh, I’m so much more than that. 

[SFX more footsteps coming closer]

KALANI: No time to chit chat. The longer we wait around, the further we get from where we have to go. We need to get the driver to stop the vehicle. Anyone who isn’t injured, try to dismantle the benches. Maybe the noise alone will make the driver stop. Otherwise we’ll use them to fashion ourselves an anchor. We’ll pass through Rancor on our way to Baedan. Just long enough to gather some supplies. 

LOGAN: Cas said the city’s moving. I don’t know if anyone’s still around.

KALANI: Good. This region isn’t safe anymore. [Small pause] I’m sure we can find what we need on the way. The faster we get to the Crow, the better.

RENA: But don’t you have to get back to Rancor if the city is moving? What will happen to your stuff?

ASHA: My uncle’s taking it with him.

LOGAN: Yeah, I’ve got some friends who’re gonna take care of it.

ASHA: You? Friends?

LOGAN (slightly offended): I’ve got a million times more friends than you, miss grumpy-all-the-time.

RENA: How will you know where the city’s moving to? 

KALANI: I know Cas’ plans. If we need to find the city, we’ll find it. 

RODRICK: Are we certain we shouldn’t find the city’s next resting place first? We don’t know what might await us in Baedan. We, in fact, know woefully little about the Crow’s operations. Maybe rushing towards them isn’t the smartest idea, especially considering that some of us do not have as much fighting experience as you have. I wouldn’t want to put Rena in any unnecessary danger, or make Logan’s wound worse.

LOGAN (dismissive): My wound’s fine. I’ve never felt better in my life.

RODRICK: But wouldn’t it be more helpful if we gathered more information about their operation before we attack? So as to minimise any potential harm? 

Rena hadn’t really thought much about what might await them if they caught up with the Crow, or how well organised they might be. Considering that they were working with Silac, and potentially more of the guards’ corp, they were, in all likelihood, more than simply a handful of dissatisfied people. And it was true that, now that the Crow probably knew they were coming, approaching any of their potential lairs without a thorough plan might spell their doom. What if they had weapons? What if they set a trap for Rena and her companions? What if they had the might of the entire province’s military behind them? Or the kingdom’s?

There was so much Rena didn’t know, and so much that was different from what she thought she’d known. Rodrick was right, she wouldn’t be any help at all. 

Rena’s mouth ran dry, her stomach twisting and turning until she could taste bile on the back of her tongue. 

Kalani turned to Rodrick and crossed her arms. 

KALANI: I understand your concern, Rodrick, but we have to set our priorities, and I think we can all agree that getting Rena’s sister out of the Crow’s clutches as fast as possible is the highest of them.

Maya. She couldn’t abandon Maya. What was she thinking? No matter how weak or ignorant or inept she was, she simply couldn’t abandon her sister. But what if she messed up? What if her involvement would make the entire situation worse? 

Sure, she had managed to get Finn’s attention at the market, but she couldn’t pretend that it had been a good plan. She’d simply gotten lucky. And if Asha was right, having him in their group might actually be a detriment to them. 

Finn leaned forward, placing his elbows on his knees and his interlocked hands in front of his mouth. He looked at the space between Kalani and Rodrick, squinting as if deep in thought. 

FINN (pensive): I would have to agree. I’m not sure we can find out much about how they’re currently operating without losing a lot of time. I don’t like heading into a situation like this without being able to form a plan, but considering that the Crow’s had Rena’s sister for a week now, and that Silac will be looking for us, I don’t think we have the luxury of time. 

The more Rena thought about it, the more her brain told her it was too dangerous, and the more her heart screamed for her sister. It didn’t matter what the smart thing to do was. It didn’t matter that her companions would be more efficient without her. And it didn’t matter that she was putting herself in danger. How would she be able to live with herself if she simply sat back and let someone else save her sister? 

RENA (blurts out): We have to get Maya! 

She shot up, startling her companions around her, and looked at Rodrick with desperation.

RENA: I know it’s dangerous and I know it’s stupid to go after them without a plan, but they’ve got Maya and we have no idea why. What if they’re holding more people captive? Cas said there were more survivors from Oceansthrow, what if the Crow has them?

Kalani turned to her, her expression having grown sombre. 

KALANI: Cas said that? 

RENA: Yes! Apparently they heard a rumour, but they didn’t say more about it. But if it’s true and the Crow has them, don’t we have an obligation to try to save them? 

LOGAN: They might have just been playing with you, Rena.

KALANI: They wouldn’t play around with something this serious. At least not completely. Did Cas mention that the Crow has the other survivors?

RENA: N-no. I don’t think they mentioned anything about where the survivor might be. B-but it doesn’t matter! If the Crow doesn’t have them then they’re probably safe, but if the Crow has them then they’re definitely in danger! Rodrick, please! I know it’s dangerous, but I promise I’ll be fine. 

She didn’t quite believe it herself, but if false confidence could convince Rodrick of it, it might convince her too. Eventually. Rodrick looked at her, pity and concern written all over his face. He opened his mouth to reply, but no words came out. Rena’s heart sank with every second of silence, knowing deep down that he was probably right, that she had no skills, no knowledge, no expertise that might help them save Maya.

KALANI: We can discuss this again when we’ve reached the crash site. Every second we stand here talking, we’re getting closer to the military academy, and I’d rather like to avoid arriving there. We won’t be able to walk back east, not with Logan’s injury. Don’t argue! We can keep this vehicle for now and we’ll reevaluate if we should keep it later. Rodrick, you can drive it, right?

RODRICK (distracted): I-I haven’t looked at its mechanism yet, but it shouldn’t be too different from my own. 

KALANI: Alright, enough standing around, let’s break some stuff and make that anchor.

[SFX wood breaking]

At first Asha tried to pry the benches away from the floor whole, but she quickly realised that that was impossible and resorted instead to kicking the top of the benches until they broke in two. Together with Kalani and Finn they dismantled most of the furnishings surrounding them, throwing it all together into one big pile in the middle of the room.

Rena’s assigned job had been to fashion a sort of rope out of the clothing they didn’t need anymore, although the reality was that she spent most of her time trying to keep Logan from helping break the benches and inadvertently reopening his wound. 

Rena slipped out of the guard’s coat but kept on the pants. They’d ripped the blue dress she’d gotten from Valentina in half so she could wear it as a shirt underneath the uniform. She’d had to admit that she would never be able to get the blood stains out of her own beige dress and that it was best to simply abandon it with their burlap sack, although she’d kept her green vest and was wearing it over her new make-shift shirt.

Even with the noise they were making, the driver never stopped or slowed down. The walls were probably too thick for any sound to travel through, although, considering that the device powering the vehicle was right next to the driver’s cabin, its noise probably drowned out anything else, no matter how thick or thin the walls actually were.

They fastened one end of Rena’s makeshift rope to the stumps of the benches still jutting out of the floor, using the shackles that had previously held Kalani and Rodrick to hold it tight, while the other end was tied around the pile of debris they had gathered.

[SFX dull wooden crash, continuous rattling after]

They threw their contraption overboard and although it didn’t seem to work as an anchor as they’d hoped it would, the noise it made was so loud that even the driver couldn’t ignore it and the wagon soon stopped.

[SFX wagon noises stop, screeching to a halt, forest noises become apparent,  footsteps outside slowly coming closer]

Rena grabbed Logan’s arm and gently pulled him back, although he seemed to realise himself that he was in no condition to fight.

GUARD (from far away): Captain Liberic, is there a problem, sir?

FINN (whispering): Let me distract him. You can go around the vehicle and sneak up on him from behind to overwhelm him.

ASHA (whispering): I’m not letting you do anything.

Before Finn could reply, Asha had drawn her sword, jumped out of the vehicle and rounded the corner.

KALANI (muttering): For fuck’s sake.

Without hesitation, Kalani went after her, grabbing a plank of wood from the pile they had thrown out before following Asha around the corner.

GUARD (far off): Hey! What are you- Get back!

[SFX swords hitting together]

Finn jumped out after them, his rapier ready in his hand.

GUARD: Captain? What is th-ugh!

[SFX dull metallic clinking, body falling to the ground]

As soon as they heard the fight was over, Logan slipped out of Rena’s grasp and hurried outside, Rena and Rodrick soon following.

FINN (angry): Why didn’t you wait for us to come up with a plan? This could have gone wrong in so many ways!

ASHA: I’m a better fighter than you’ll ever be.

FINN: I never doubted that you would be able to overwhelm him, that doesn’t mean he couldn’t have still hurt you.

ASHA: What do you care if I get hurt or not?

Asha closed the distance between her and Finn, emphasising the height advantage she had over him by keeping her head held high. Finn rolled his eyes and simply walked past her towards the unconscious body of the guard, rolling him over so he lay on his back.

FINN: I care about how quickly we can get out of here and needing to dress your wounds would have been an unnecessary waste of time.

KALANI (slightly irritated): Don’t argue, Asha. He’s right. Just because you don’t like him doesn’t mean you have to be reckless.

Asha opened her mouth to reply, but one look from Kalani kept her silent, even if it was very apparent on her face that she wasn’t happy about it at all. Logan stepped past them to the unconscious body and started undressing the guard. He handed the coat and the trousers to Finn, gesturing for him to hand them to Rodrick. 

LOGAN: We should get the body away from the road. Asha, if you’re done throwing your tantrum, can you drag him into the woods? 

Asha stared at him for a second, her jaw tight as if she was ready to pounce on him, before she sighed deeply and stepped forward. She dragged the body over the ground deep into the forest without care whether she was injuring the man or not.

RENA (pensive): Won’t the wolves get to him?

KALANI (dismissive): If they do, it was fated to be. (more forceful) Rodrick, get into the driver’s cabin and try to get the vehicle running. Everyone else, put the rubble away so we can get going as quickly as possible. And try to find a way to disguise the wagon. Throw some mud on it until it’s unrecognisable.

FINN: The shape alone tells you what it is. It’s impossible to make it look like something else. There are perhaps five of these coal-powered vehicles in the entire province. Throwing mud on it won’t help even remotely.

KALANI: At least they won’t recognise us from afar. Also I find its current colours hideous. Stop standing around like wilted flowers, everyone. Get to work!

Everyone scattered in a different direction. Rodrick slipped into the uniform that clearly didn’t fit him before hurrying to the front of the wagon. Finn threw their failed anchor back into the wagon while the rest of them grabbed handfuls of mud and dirt and covered the vehicle with it as best as they could until the vehicle rumbled back to life.

            [SFX wagon noises starting again]

Rena wiped her mud covered hands on her new pants, hoping that it would make them less recognisable as originally part of the guard’s uniform, even though it made the experience of wearing them much less comfortable. Rodrick managed to manoeuvre the vehicle around until it pointed to where they had come from and waited for everyone to climb aboard.

What they hadn’t considered as they’d dismantled the interior of the wagon, was that they wouldn’t have anywhere to sit on their journey back. Logan lay down across the cabin, Rena sitting with her back against the wall to his left, Finn sitting to his right, while Kalani and Asha sat across from them. They didn’t talk much, most of them opting to close their eyes to rest even if the shaky movement of the wagon made it almost impossible. 

            ~~~

They reached the crash site without any incidents. 

[SFX caravan stops, forest sounds become apparent]

Rodrick’s caravan sat broken to the side of the road where they’d left it, and in front of it, curled up, lay Vincent. His head snapped up when he noticed them approaching, his nose sniffing the air frantically as he jumped up. 

Rodrick rushed towards him and fell down to his knees, letting the dog jump around him and nuzzle his face.

            [SFX dog barking happily, sniffing]

RODRICK: Oh, my boy! You are safe! Oh, I knew we were fated to be together again. Thank the stars. Oh, I was so worried about you. 

Rena ran up to them and crouched next to Rodrick, letting the dog lick her face as she pet him behind his ears.

LOGAN: Look at us! The whole gang’s back together!

Logan came to stand to Rena’s other side and bent down to pet the dog, holding his stomach with his other hand. Kalani walked up to Rodrick’s caravan and looked inside.

KALANI: Astonishingly enough, not everything has been stolen.

RODRICK: I’m sure Vincent protected the caravan. Oh yes, he’s such a good guardian. 

KALANI: Alright, let’s gather our things. I’m sure there’s stuff in here we can use. Do you think you could repair it, Rodrick? We could use it to get over the border. Might be slightly less suspicious than driving around with a stolen military caravan.

RODRICK: Potentially. I haven’t assessed the damage yet.

SILAC: Finally, I thought you’d never show up.

Rena froze, her eyes growing wide, her breath getting caught in her throat. A figure emerged from the forest behind them and Rena instantly recognised the person that had been with Finn at the market. He was tall and muscular, with a clean, short-trimmed black beard, and skin the same shade as Rena’s. He still wore the brown cape from the day before, but now Rena saw that golden details had been woven across its edges, intertwined with shimmering pearls.

Rena shot up and took a step back while Logan held an arm out to guide her behind him. Asha and Finn drew their swords, stepping in front of the rest of their companions, Kalani coming to stand right behind them.

KALANI: Go back to your city. There are six of us and only one of you, or are you hiding your army behind the trees like cowards? 

FINN: Silac, this is going against every protocol. You had no authority to imprison Rodrick and Kalani and you definitely didn’t have the authorization to send them to the academy. Let us go and I won’t report you to the grand-general.

SILAC: You think I don’t know who you are? Inkra told me all about you, you ungrateful brat. 

He stared right at Rena, his dark brown eyes filled with rage, ignoring both Kalani and Finn.

SILAC (angry): You could have had an easy life. Thank your luck for surviving and start a new life. Instead, you’re gathering all of these lowlives just to be a pebble in our shoe. Because that’s all you are. Just a tiny pebble that we need to get rid of. You think you’re important enough to stop this, but you’re nothing!

LOGAN: Clearly we’re enough to get you riled up.

SILAC: Silence! (booming, voice gets an otherworldly echo): You! Old Man! Bring the girl to me!

As he spoke, veins crept over his eyes, but instead of being blood red they pulsed a yellowish green. 

Rena turned to Rodrick, her eyes wide with fear. He stared back, the worry and panic slowly draining off his face until there was no expression left. Was he on Silac’s side? But how could that be? Had Silac recruited him in the holding cells? Had he been lying to her since the beginning? No, something wasn’t right. 

He took a shaky step forward, and then another, his body advancing forward one part at a time. His eyes were glazed over, as if they weren’t focussing on anything. His arm raised, first the shoulder then the elbow then the wrist, until his hand was reaching for her. Vincent came to stand before her, head bowed low as he snarled at his master.

            [SFX dog growling]

RENA (small voice): Rodrick?


S2E4: 21 – Master of Wits

With 43 percent of the votes, our story continues on the third path.

The gang’s back together! But the reunion isn’t as easy as Rena had hoped it would. Secrets are being uncovered, anger is boiling over, and Rena will notice real soon that their quest will be much harder than she could have ever imagined.

CW: fighting, violence, mind control

By the end of the episode, three choices will be presented to you.

Intro music: Lonely Dusty Trail by Jon Presstone

Logo Design: Mars Lauderbaugh

Promo in the episode: Twigs and Hearts (https://twigsandhearts.carrd.co/)